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September 8th, 2020, 1:48 am

It is just not finding good water that makes life of target victims difficult. Mind control agents also continue other modes of torture. For example they would force high frequency waves into the body from the back and it would be extremely painful. It is hard to describe how difficult it is to pass life in this torture. Mind control agents would continue to torture on my bed, on driving seat in my car and on so many other occasions. It would be a very painful thing and mind control agents wold continue doing such tactics without any regard to humanity. They have vigorously continued this mode of torture for at least past ten days now.
 
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September 10th, 2020, 5:12 am

This morning I was hit by drugged food at Gourmet bakery which is the largest bakery chain in Lahore with more than 150 outlets. I had severe attacks of anxiety after having food at Gourmet bakery. I believe that the kind of food that I usually like at Gourmet bakery was drugged at manufacturing source and distributed to a large number of outlets especially around Johar Town where I live. 
Also I believe that injection I had about a week ago also was especially distributed and had mind control chemicals in it. I am saying this since I have been sleeping at night for twelve hours for past four days while the injection I had last time had no special effect on my sleep. I get Fluanxol depot injections and they are not known to cause very long sleep.
Please protest against torture and machinations by mind control agencies and try to stop them from being cruel to ordinary, simple and innocent civilian individuals.
 
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September 15th, 2020, 7:33 pm

Things dipped slightly after the previous post but escalated again. It is becoming very difficult to get good bottled water in Lahore especially in areas close to where I live. Nestle in 5 Liter packing was reasonably better but they have already targeted it (within past three days) and it is virtually impossible to find it good. And they also use high frequency waves into the body from the back. I have a swelling in my back due to their constant use of high frequency waves going into my body from the back. They are not stopping. Please protest and force them to be better and more human.
 
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September 29th, 2020, 8:52 am

I have previously mentioned on this forum that secret services approach shop-keepers in entire markets and tell them to obey the secret service agents when thought would be remotely projected in their brain sometime later. Here are a few recent happenings that show how secret services are becoming restless and using this technology very aggressively.
I am given a fluanxol depot injection every month. I have to take a tablet kemadrin to offset some side effects of the anti-psychotic injection. If I do not take kemadrin, my body would become slightly stiff and I would feel strong anxiety and my eye-sight would also deteriorate. I also become very calm and at peace after I take Kemadrin tablet. Previously, I bought these tablets a month ago and it was very interesting. I approached the isle of a medicine shop and asked the staff for Kemadrin. One staff approached the shelf and picked a tablet box(cylindrical container) and placed it on a lower shelf and told me that he did not have any kemadrin. I was looking carefully and I told him that the very container he had placed in a lower shelf is Kemadrin. The shopkeeper was slightly embarrassed but sold me the tablets. I kept the tablets on me and I continued to use them for past one month. Three or four days ago, I realized that I had almost exhausted the tablets and I wanted to buy more of them. I went to a large pharmacy chain and asked them to sell me kemadrin tablets but they told me that they had run out of them. I am sure every single store however small keeps kemadrin on them and I was surprised. Another two stores told me that they did not have kemadrin and then I bought kemadrin from another store on the way. I was slightly suspicious since the medicine store was on my obvious path but I kept the tablets on me and took them for past two days. People would not believe but whenever I take kemadrin tablets there is some more clarity in my eyes instantly after taking the tablets. However I used to become very dull after taking the tablets during past two days. This morning when I was driving, I decided to buy kemadrin tablets from somewhere else and entered a medicine store. After I asked for kemadrin, the guy checked on his computer and told me that he had no kemadrin. I was very suspicious and I looked around closely on the medicine shelves and luckily I saw several bottles of kemadrin in their special blue packaging. I told the shopkeeper that kemadrin was lying on the shelves and he sold me the medicine. 
People would not believe but army agents go around entire markets and tell the shopkeepers to obey them if they hear any special sounds or messages remotely projected on them when the target would arrive there.
Just a week ago another similar thing happened and I wanted to buy a medicated soap from a medical store. Sorekeeper said he had no medicated soap at all. I looked around in the store and found medicated soaps lying directly in front of him inside the glass aisle and I pointed that he had medicated soaps. He was willing to sell me the soap. Large stores and decent shopkeepers would be willling to sell their products even after refusing me that they did not have the product but I have had several encounters with smaller shops where poorly educated shopkeepers who would have sold me stuff and it would be placed on the aisle and they would lift it back from the aisle and tell me that they did not want to sell me anything and would become belligerent if I asked them to give me the stuff. 
I am sure when I reach a store, body heat indicates to mind control agents the precise location of other humans around and they can very easily project any thought on their brain and most people are willing to comply especially when they have been approached in advance by army agents and asked to obey.
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

October 4th, 2020, 5:32 pm

Though I have not been writing frequently about persecution activities, the torture still continues. About four days ago, I had a drink contaminated with mind control drugs and I continued to feel upset for several days. I remained relatively down and could not work properly. Mind control agents love to torture especially at night when I am sleeping. They use some technology and mind control chemicals travel into the mouth and get attached to inside surface of my mouth and to my tongue and all night I feel awkward and remain disturbed due to it. I have had a tough time getting good food for past few days. Mind control agents use all sort of antics to stop me from working. When I am working on my projects, many times they will focus high frequency waves on my buttocks and I would keep scratching them. Working on my projects have been very difficult for past few days. I was given an antipsychotic injection today in the evening. And I would be traveling to morrow to Kot Addu to take care of some business. I hope they remain better in Kot addu and also on the way to Kot addu.
 
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October 14th, 2020, 9:09 am

I am already back in Lahore and have returned from Kot Addu. I have not been able to work well for past so many days. Mind control agents have changed their strategy and they are not giving me drugs that upset me too much but they are giving me different drugs that do not allow intellectual activity and I remain totally dull under the effect of their drugs. Mind control agents have been trying to not let me do any research while keeping a relatively low profile by not disturbing other things too much. Their emphasis is to not let me do any successful research work by giving me special medicine while not disturbing other physical things too much. What is worst, my programs are still being changed by mind control crooks and that is the main reason that motivated me to write this post. It seems they are actively changing my programs to disturb my research work. At the moment, the emphasis of mind control agents seems to be to not let me do any more successful research and it seems that they strongly regret that they did not take all necessary means to thwart my research in the past. Really the focus of everything they are doing seems to prevent future damage by not allowing me to do any more successful research and they are using both mind control drugs and their control on my computer towards this means. I have always tried to mention that I was targeted because I had talent for mathematics and I was targeted because of my talent for mathematics and this is the last thing mind control agencies want good Americans to know for sure. The truth really is that 95% of the people who are retarded have talent for some particular thing due to some special neurotransmitters but mind control agencies make false claims and tell complete lies to good people about the victims to somehow justify the persecution of otherwise talented and intelligent targets. Please protest to mind control agencies and force them to not change my programs when I am working on my research.
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

October 20th, 2020, 2:29 am

I was unable to post last night since I slept a bit late at 1:30 am and was feeling very tired at that time to write here. My working late yesterday was very unusual these days since I fall to bed very early under the influence of drugs given in my mother's food or from outside food. I used to work long hours but recently it has been a very rare thing. Just day before yesterday, they probably drugged my food in my car after I bought bread and chicken spread from a small shop. When I buy good food and it is lying in my car, I have to be extremely careful when I leave my car on the road outside  and go inside a shop from where I cannot easily look at my car for merely a minute or even less. Two days before yesterday, I had my breakfast at a very small food shop at mughalpura and the food was thoroughly drugged and I remained under its influence for a very long time all the day and was unable to do anything productive. After having food I had the urge to criticize the army and mind control agencies harshly but I controlled myself very carefully and did not utter a word. The purpose behind the drugs was to make me say something even mildly offensive that could be used by Pakistan army to justify their brutal drugging throughout Lahore city. Here I would like to tell friends that Mughalpura is a locality/neighborhood in Lahore that is at least ten kilometers from where I live. Most of the water on the shops is drugged with mind control chemicals in various parts of the city and it is psychologically painful to continue to drive around in search of good water. I am really sick of this search for good water that has continued for past eighteen years of my life since I came to Lahore. 
When I woke up today, my one hand was highly charged and I could feel mildly painful sensations of being charged in it as it was acting like an electrode. And my mouth had a very bitter taste since some mind control chemicals go inside the mouth and settle on the tongue and lower side of upper jaw while I sleep. This happens absolutely everyday and is very painful especially in the brief episodes when I wake up from sleep and it feels very painful and awkward and I feel like washing my mouth but you can only do that so many times during the sleep since it is a constant process and happens again after I have washed/brushed my mouth in between my sleep.
I will write again later today before I sleep since this post is mostly about yesterday and before.
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

October 20th, 2020, 3:14 pm

I was able to do a breakfast with good food this morning since I went to an area where I have not been for more than a month. Just a little before noon, I had to drop and later pick my mother for her class and I was able to start my research work only after one pm. I had two 250 ml packets of Nestle milk and I had one of them and I realized that it was drugged. I had bought it a day ago in Johar town so I realized that they had drugged milk at a lot of places in Johar town. I continued to work for several hours and then in the evening I went out again and bought some water. It was a brand that I really like as it would be mostly good at many shops and I knw this brand was not drugged at manufacturing source. But the water was drugged as it must have been drugged either by the local supplier or by Pakistan army sepoys who drug food on shelves in the shops. I dropped water and filled the water bottles from a tap in a street restaurant. Mind control agent released gas in my car several times during the two hours I was outside and I was feeling very bad due to ugly smell of the gas. Gas charged my body, nose and my mouth and I could feel the effect of charge on my body.  On my way back to home, I was a little upset and I decided that I would share this thing with my readers that I have never told them before. Mind control agents who speak in my brain do not want me(as with our targets as well) to be composed and calm. They use very vulgar and nasty language with their targets most of the time to keep the target upset. For past two months, the guy who speaks in my brain ends every sentence with urdu(informal and rather very vulgar) word for penis. In a span of a few hours, I have to hear this word several hundred times. But you cannot do anything at all other than accept it as your fate. This is the same especially when the victim has had drugged food somewhere, mind control agent starts using nasty expletives and vulgar language to upset the victim so he would start saying bad things about mind control agencies, hardliner conservatives or army and these things are then used as a proof that victim is indeed a very bad person who needs to be kept on mind control. What is monumentally ironic that the same guy who says the vulgar word for penis several hundred times everyday has a net worth in excess of 850 million dollars. He has been controlling me for more than ten years and swindled 15-40 millions every year depending upon how good the year was for him. This year was particularly good and he made upwards of 50 million dollars. So this mind control  guy basically swindled 250-400 million dollars over more than ten years and then he was able to get complete knowledge of Lahore city's plans to construct roads on periphery of the city and bought huge swathes of lands in villages that would be on the future roads around the city and made huge profits on his investments. I would dare hardliners in US mind control to confiscate this swindled money  and use it for education of children in poor states of united states but they are no different as they also trumpet love for US to swindle money. Mind control agency is a racket of mediocre crooks who have found a great way of making huge money. I hope the next president makes some realistic cuts in their funding and diverts the money towards education and health especially for people in poorer states.
 
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October 22nd, 2020, 2:58 am

Yesterday was a bad day again. Mind control agencies and their allies have become extremely active to give me some drug to make me silent somehow. Yesterday very early in the morning, I went for my 10 kms walk that took me slightly more than two hours. I try to walk early in the morning every second day since the weather is so pleasant in the morning. After the walk I slept again for two hours and then took my mother for her class. After dropping her, I had some food and some of the drinks I had were not good. And then I went to the bank to withdraw some money from ATM and found that bank staff was filling money in the ATM machine and it could take thirty minutes. I took some water from a nearby tobacco shop/drink corner and I was feeling a bit odd again and I realized that water must be drugged but I had already taken 300 ml of water(They had drugged food since they knew that I was going to ATM And drugged the drink place closeby). After drinking water I started criticizing people who call those people who are thoughtful about others as communists as I had read a post like that a few days ago and I felt very bad when I read the post and it really struck my brain and had made an impression. I would not have cared to say anything but I had taken drugged food. By that time I had to pick my mother and I dropped her at home and then left again. I filled two six liter water bottles and a few 1.5 liter bottles of water from a filtration plant. Water was good since I took a side-road I had not taken for several months and I had myself forgotten about the filtration plant and filled water only when I suddenly came across it. I then went into a tiny commercial area block in johar town and bought some milk, noodles and tea from a small shop. I believe Nestle milk was slightly drugged when I took a glass of it but I was still quite sure that noodles would be good since I had taken noodles several times previously and they were good.  I started working on my research and after three or four hours (probably after 6:30pm) I decided to eat noodles as I had plenty of good water. I ate knorr noodles and I liked them but I became extremely down slightly after taking the noodles and just wanted to sleep. Noodles were actually drugged very well but I could not tell when eating the noodles. Previously most of the times when food would be drugged, I could tell when I would take the food and then I would stop taking the food once I know that it was drugged and this was seriously annoying the mind control agents and then they updated their drugs and, some of the times now, it is very difficult to tell whether food is drugged or not while eating the food. Anyway, I slept very early and woke up only in the morning. I took a shower in the morning and cut my hair with electric shaver and then I wrote this post after changing clothes. I would be going out to get some food in a bit. It really seems to me that I cannot concentrate on my research until after elections when things might likely improve.
 
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October 23rd, 2020, 3:45 am

Yesterday was another not so good day. In the morning after writing the previous post, I went out to have food and bought some bread, honey and chicken spread. For some reason I was feeling very hungry. Bread and honey were probably good but chicken spread was drugged and I could not tell and only came to know after eating quite a bit of it.
From this chicken spread that was drugged, I realized that army had already been drugging a lot of food and they already had plans of drugging the food and possibly detaining me. Bottled water has mostly been drugged at many places in the city. Many bakeries have drugged food. And they had already started drugging noodles, chicken spread and many other things like this that I would usually start taking when times would get tough. Nestle milk has been drugged at a lot of places. I was earlier thinking that most of this nightmare would end after Novemeber 3, but I now realize that mind control agencies have worked out a complete plan for the time between November 3 and January 20 and they again want to drug the city and detain me again at the same psychiatric facility. The way more and more food is getting drugged, it is very easy to realize that they are preparing for a new round of drugging the city and if they were to stop after November 3, they would not continue to increase drugging the food in the city at this time.
Anyway since I had taken drugged chicken spread, I continued to feel bad and my eyesight continued to decrease. I washed my head several times and my eyesight would recover after I would wash my head but decrease again in ten minutes after charges in bad food I had eaten would show their effect again. I dropped my mother and then picked her from her class and then again went out. I also took a small shawerma from a Cakes and Bakes in Valencia but it was also drugged. Yogurt there was probably good. I took some drinks and Lays chips as well and chips were probably good. I ate a lot yesterday since when a victim takes drugged food, he has urge to take more food since drugged food does not give a sense of filling and secondly if you have good food after taking drugged food, it lifts the victims somewhat and restores some of the normal brain functioning and relieves some of the negative effects of drugged food. Anyway, I was feeling alright in the afternoon and then I spent some time in Valencia close to a park thinking about my research and what I needed to do to make the whole thing work. I spent two or three hours thinking about my research in my car or close to the park and also took some notes. I remained outside for a long time and returned home only in the evening. After I returned home my mother insisted that I eat something at home. I took some rice and I could see that my mother was visibly relieved that I had taken her food. I did not want to make a great issue about home food since I am afraid that my family would consider detaining me again after that and I do not want to give them an opportunity to do that again. Home food really dulled a part of my brain and I tried to work on my computer for about two hours after that but could not manage to do anything and slept. 
At five in the morning, I woke up and went out for my morning walk after a little bit and then returned after seven. I browsed the news and analysis about the last presidential debate and then wrote this post. While I was browsing the news and letter wrote this post, mind control agents released some gas in my room that charged my face, nose and inside of my mouth and I could strongly feel it. 
 
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October 24th, 2020, 3:10 am

After writing the previous post yesterday, I left the house and went to Meezan Bank on Ichhra where I wanted to collect my check book. Staff there told me that my check book was not ready and I needed to activate my dormant account first. I needed my company letter head that I did not have on me and I just postponed the issue to next week. I drove around for a little bit and bought some bottled water of obscure brands from two different places but the water was drugged. I returned home after that and collected my papers and then went out again. I drove to valencia and filled water bottles from a water cooler on defence road. Public water supply is drugged at a lot of places but public water in entire city is still not drugged and I can still get good water from public water supply at random places many times if I am careful. I then returned to valencia and parked my car close to cricket ground there and thought for several hours about my research and took notes. I had several good ideas and then I simply returned home and tried some ideas on my computer to see if they worked and I was able to get some major ideas to work on the computer. I made a post later on technical forum and then went to bed early. My sleep was not very good and I noticed that they were not allowing me to have a very deep sleep for past few days. My mouth gets charged from inside and I wake up several times at night. But after twenty two years of persecution this is a very minor thing. I recall before 2010 when I was on extremely high antipsychotics, I would sleep in the balcony and sometimes I would not be able to sleep all night for a single minute due to mind control torture and I would just lie on bed motionless and keep my eyes closed and simply jump out of the bed in the morning and start doing things normally. Those were very very bad days. So a light sleep is still far better than no sleep that I used to have on many days. I woke up at 4:30 in the morning and went out for my walk. I walked for a little more than usual since I left earlier. I really enjoyed the walk and it felt really good to walk in the pleasant morning weather. After coming home, I browsed around on internet and read some news and then I am writing this post.
 
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October 24th, 2020, 4:32 pm

Today was a normal day. After writing the above post, I went out to take some food. I drove in maze of small streets in township and was able to eat good "Anda-Channay"(maize and eggs). I had a bottle of good water from before and I did not drink much water and took some sweet drinks since it was becoming difficult to get good bottled or tap water. I also changed engine-oil of my car from a nearby petrol station. I was back home around 11:00 am and then I started working on my research. My mother had already told me two days ago that I would have to drop her in Al-hamra cultural center as there was some Milad there and my mother was invited by someone to participate. So at 3:30 pm, I stopped working and took my mother to Al-hamra center. After dropping her, I drove on canal road and then took ring road. I got off ring road at Burki and took the service road on one side  of ring road. I noticed there was a very small housing colony on a small side road. I just took the road and I found there was a water-cooler outside of a house. I filled some bottles with water. I was so sure that water would be good that I tried it only after filling all the bottles. But the water was drugged. That colony is very close to defence housing society which is the most posh neighborhood of the city. So I realized that water must be drugged to control intelligent target victims in defence housing. My mother had earlier told me that she would stay at Al-hamra till 8:30 pm but she called me a little bit after 5:00 pm that she wanted to leave and asked me to pick her and I quickly returned to Mall road where Al-Hamra cultural center is located. On the way back, my mother started telling me some miracles of a "very pious man". She told me that a relative of my neighbor had a very bad accident in February and he was unconscious for ten days after the accident but the "pious man" prayed for him and the person who had the severe accident recently travelled to Germany. Then my mother broke the news that she had talked to the same "pious man" on phone about me and the "pious man" had told my mother that she must continue my medication at all cost. I realized that my mother was preparing prelude to the coming months when systematic state victimization might end and my family has probably been told that they must continue to give me drugs until there is a new government back in US again that is sympathetic to mind control and then mind control agencies would again pick up things from there once a mind control sympathetic government comes in US. Mind control agent had already told me several times previously that if the regime in US changes and ends mind control, they would ask my family to maneuver things and continue to give me drugs until there is a conservative government again. So mind control agencies are actively machinating how to somehow keep on controlling me even if they have to officially end mind control for a few years.
Mind control agencies have set up mind control infrastructure in entire urban US. Militaries have a lot of other means at their disposal for surveillance of valid targets/criminals and they do not need mind control infrastructure in entire urban US for that purpose. Its only purpose is to be able to control any civilian at will. Though intelligent people of every color and creed continue to become victims, muslims and blacks are targeted with great vengeance. But not going into color, ethnicity or religion, I would like to ask friends how fair it is that mind control agencies in defense have built infrastructure in US for mind control of civilian population and how can some military agency dare to control and torture civilians in a democracy that is cited as an example for the world to follow. This is far worse than the Chines surveillance system that we all talk about to ridicule authoritarian Chinese government. I will really request Americans to verifiably dismantle all mind control infrastructure both in urban US and in foreign countries after the new president takes oath. I said verifiably since I strongly believe that even if new president insisted to dismantle all mind control infrastructure, mind control agencies will try to find out clever ways to somehow keep a lot of things in place in hope that after four years they will get a government that will be sympathetic to mind control and all of the mind control activity will be revived again. As a friend, I will really like to suggest to good Americans and I am sure that all intelligent people will agree that militaries taking on civilians and controlling civilians if not checked in infancy, will forever destroy the future of American people and American democracy. These may be relatively minor things today but if unchecked will become problems of the sort that decisively change and damage the future of the entire nation. Not to talk about our countries which always remain poor since corrupt militaries already continue to control and dictate the civilian governments. We should become like America rather than America becoming like us.
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

October 27th, 2020, 10:03 am

Post in progress.
I have not written on my thread for past two days. Day before yesterday, I did my morning walk and then went out to get some food. I had this feeling that mind control agencies wanted to give me some breathing space in a visible way so that I would not write on my thread. I was easily able to get good water from a public water cooler. I also got good food in the morning. But that was only for one day since I had already decided in my thought to mention mind control agencies taking it easy but I had also decided that I will continue to write about them and keep on exposing them and saying my mind. Anyway that day was relatively easy. But one thing I noticed since past four or five days that petrol average of my car has dramatically decreased. I have very limited money at my disposal and water(and some food) has been drugged in many areas of the city but still there are a large number of other areas that probably would not have been drugged so mind control agencies basically tempered with my car to make it difficult for me to drive to far away areas in my small budget. I also devoted quite some reasonable time to my research day before yesterday.
Yesterday was a worse day. In the morning I went to Meezan bank in Ichra where I had 105 dollars in a very very old account that had been lying there for large number of years and I wanted to withdraw them. This is very small money but it could keep me afloat for 10-14 days. I could not find old check books in my records and had earlier applied for check book and the staff made an objection last week about it and I could not get my check books last week. When on Monday, I approached the bank there was a different guy at desk and he gave me information about my account. I was slightly surprised when he did not get my ID card or any other identity and gave me account information. Later staff told me that they had to see if my account were dormant or they had already been closed. I was very surprised since just a week ago, they had told me that I had 105 or 106 dollars in my account and now they wanted to check whether account had been closed. I had by that time realized that crooks of Pakistan army had already contacted the bank staff and I was upset at the bank staff telling them that our nation had lost all moral courage and everybody just wanted to blindly follow orders from the army crooks. All of a sudden bank staff was very nice and told me that both my accounts were just dormant and I could easily activate them. I deposited small amount of money in my account and I was told that I would get my check books on Wednesday. After coming back from the bank, I dropped my mother on her class and later took her home after 12:30. I went again to Meezan bank in the afternoon since I had still not received my deposit slips and they had told me that I could get them only later. I collected the deposit slips and bought some food from a small shop in Gulberg on the way back. I did not do much work yesterday and slept in the evening and had a long sleep. I did not even go for my walk this today morning. In the morning, I started to work on my research and went out only at 11:00 am when I had to drop my mother for her class. I could feel that there was again an urgency among mind control agents to control me. This morning they charged my penis in my wash room and some charges settled on it and it was an extremely bad and unsettling feeling. I got an old tooth brush and used that with soap several times to get everything off my penis. Only soap would just not work and pain will continue. Then I noticed that gas in the car was far more extreme and my breathing was making me uneasy. I also later noticed that even in my home there was an extreme gas that would be going into my body with breathing. But good thing was that I was again able to get good water and food. This is interesting since I drove into wafaqi colony market which is five minutes drive from my home. There is this reasonably large colony that probably has houses for low income government workers and I have never gone there since I started living in Johar town 15 years ago despite that it is too close to our house. And luckily I was able to get good food from a small grocery store there and filled my six liter water bottle with water that was good. 
I am going to keep a low profile till third November but would try to write a few times. 
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

November 5th, 2020, 3:03 am

Now that it is very clear that Joe Biden will win these elections, I want to congratulate Americans for their wise choice of new president. I am sure as new president Joe Biden will be a great American president not only for Americans but also for people of rest of the world. 
I would not be writing quickly but I am seriously afraid that mind control agencies will escalate my mind control persecution so that they could somehow retard me in the window between the present time and mid-January next year. I want to seriously request friends to put pressure on mind control agencies to stop my persecution now. I was 23 years old when my mind control persecution started in year 1997 when I was a student in New York university. Since late February 1999, I am on very strong antipsychotics except for a few very brief periods. I am 47 years old now and it is very difficult for me physically to continue to take antipsychotics that are forced on me. I am 25-30 kg overweight due to antipsychotics and that can easily make me diabetic in some time. I also believe that continued use of strong antipsychotics damages the heart among so many other vital functions of the body. But most corrupt and inhuman psychiatrists (who like to become money earning machines) in Pakistan have very little human empathy for mind control victims and when Pakistan army protects them and generously bribes them, they are very ready to declare the healthy people as schizophrenic. I will expose most of the corrupt psychiatrists who malevolently treated me in public and on this forum in a few weeks so that this ill could decrease in our society. Present psychiatrist who detained me a few months ago never discussed my disease with me. Their rationale to declare me schizophrenic was that other doctors had already done that so they would simply follow their diagnosis instead of discussing any disease or symptoms with me. They repeatedly told me in psychiatric facility when I was detained that if previous doctors would have given me wrong drugs, I would not be reasoning and talking fluently with them. I was told that my perfect reasoning and sound logic was a result of good antipsychotic drugs previous doctors had given me otherwise I would not be mentally well if they had given me bad drugs. Doctors repeatedly refused to give me a written diagnosis explaining the reasons behind his diagnosis despite that I repeatedly requested him about it but continued to detain me for one full month. I am due to see the same psychiatrist in a few days and get antipsychotic injection in a few days. I will describe everything here in detail after my meeting with the psychiatrist. 
Another request I want to make is to ask friends to force mind control agencies to not add mind control chemicals to my injections. I was able to get a good injection from a random place last month and I have remained relatively better. But month before that they were able to drug the injection that I later bought and my whole month was completely miserable and I continued to struggle to remain well. For some days when discharge from the injection in the muscle was at its peak, during the day when I would be perfectly awake and walking around, sometimes my breathing would become like light snoring due to effect of mind control drugs in the injection. I will again ask the psychiatrist to declare me mentally healthy and end injections but I am afraid that pressure from mind control agencies would not decrease until the new president is firmly in office so it is too early to expect that.
I will continue to write on a daily basis so I could tell friends about the active efforts of mind control agencies and others in the next few months as I am seriously afraid that they are going to escalate my persecution.  I will also write in detail my conversation with the psychiatrist after I have meeting with him.
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

November 6th, 2020, 2:41 pm

I saw the psychiatrist *hahzeb at his clinic on third floor of  *ptic plaza. I did not want to make a big deal of anything that he had wrongfully detained me earlier for a full month on flimsy excuses and later put me on antipsychotics without discussing reasons behind his diagnosis. I told him that my research was going well and I had done very good work in mathematics. Doctor did not discuss anything about my disease again and told me that he wanted to give me clozapine tablets on top of the injections. I repeatedly asked the doctor that he needed to discuss the reasons behind his diagnosis but he continued to refuse. He then asked me,"why do you think we are giving you injections and why doctors earlier gave me injections?" I told him that this is precisely what he needed to tell me. I also told him that Dr. *uhammad *ujtaba gave me injections and stubbornly refused to discuss the reasons behind giving me injections. 
Here I want to take a break and want to tell friends when I was detained in Burki farmhouse, I asked Dr. *hahzeb to give me a written diagnosis and he promised that he would make sure that I would get a written diagnosis in 48 hours. His psychologist also told me later that they would write me a complete diagnosis with all the reasons. But then both the doctor and his psychologist refused point blank to give me any written diagnosis and firmly told me that they would not do that. Dr. *hahzeb had wrongfully detained me and he knew very well that writing anything would seriously expose his corrupt psychiatric practices. 
So today again Dr. *hahzeb repeatedly refused to write a detailed diagnosis for me and continued to refuse to discuss any reasons behind giving me antipsychotic medication. But these corrupt psychiatrics have a large number of lowly paid boys at their disposal and since these corrupt psychiatrists are also promised protection by army, they are ready to lift anyone from home when they know they will get away with it and pocket hefty bribes.
I also want to tell friends about the mind control agent who speaks in my brain and whose net wealth exceeds 850 million dollars. I had told people that this agent is so mean and inhuman that he ends almost every sentence with the gross Urdu word for penis. I had mentioned this to friends earlier in a previous post and their was a let down and this guy did not use this word for next two and three days after I wrote that previous post. But this 850 million dollar guy is back in full swing and now again uses the word several hundred times in a single day. These agents are basically low-skilled pseudo-educated people who would fail to earn more than 50,000 dollars in united states in normal circumstances but a large number of them make several tens of millions of dollars and some even venture into several hundred million dollars territory. This year was especially good for the agent who controls me and he made more than fifty million dollars. Now he wants to make another 30-40 million dollars in the time Trump remain in office till January 20. The way it basically works is that this agents takes 50%-70% cut in the bribes given to Army officials and others and continues to demand more money from mind control top brass saying that people(crooks in Pakistan) are demanding more money since public and embassies have come to know about mind control and a lage number of people read my posts here. So basically mind control agents extort more and more money from people in US mind control brass who are spiteful of Muslims(and who are always ready to assign more money due to their venom for muslims) and continue to swindle more and more money. Mind control agents in Pakistan have learnt this trick how to play upon the emotions of people in American mind control who are spiteful of muslims and continue to swindle hundreds of millions of dollars.
Oh, I failed to mention that I also got an antipsychotic injection today.

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