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January 5th, 2021, 2:02 pm

Yesterday, I drove back to Islamabad with my mother. We had returned to Lahore from Islamabad just three days ago. My mother had pain in her chest several times and the doctors had told that she might need angiography. The husband of one of my sister's friends is a very good heart specialist and he had seen my mother when we came to Islamabad last week. He had advised that my mother should get medication for two weeks and vessels that have some blockage in her heart might become better and we returned to Lahore last friday but then my mother told us that vessels in her neck were sort of contracting and she had pain in the neck around them and when my sister told the doctor about it, he advised that we should have angiography for our mother as soon as possible so yesterday I drove her back to Islamabad again where she might be operated in a few days.
I had told friends that I had bought a sweets box and I would place its metallic top on the seat to protect my back from high frequency waves. When I sat in the car yesterday to drive my mother to Islamabad, I noticed that somebody had removed the cover from behind the driver seat and they had probably asked the maid who comes for chores in our house to remove it from the car. I knew that it would be very difficult to drive for several hours with pain in my back so I quickly picked a thick plastic sheet(tablet like sheet that is used for cutting vegetables with a sharp knife) from the kitchen and placed it on my seat and it was quite effective. I was able to drive with ease but when I reached quite close to Islamabad, they had succeeded in charging my back and it became very painful for 10-15 minutes and then I stopped at a petrol pump and washed my back with soap and I was able to drive to my sister's home in another thirty minutes without any pain.
Mind control agents were again very upset probably due to my posts. I had an extremely deep sleep last night after the travel but they started charging my penis with extremely high frequency waves in the morning. I had severe pain in my penis due to that. And then I urinated in the morning to find relief and my urine seemed normal at that time. Since they continued to target my penis with high frequency waves, I tried to urinate again after twenty minutes as it gives some relief when I urinate and when I urinated again I was shocked to see that there was blood in my urine and it was red. Mind control agents still continued to charge my penis and it was very painful and I had to urinate once again after another 10-15 minutes and again my urine was red with blood. And then I decided that I should mention this torture on my blog and started to think what to write and then mind control agents stopped targeting high frequency waves on my penis and I had immense relief. Things did become better after that and when I urinated again after several hours, there was no blood in my urine. But good thing was that mind control agents remained better and did not target me with high frequency waves for rest of the day until my writing of this post.
I will remain in Islamabad for next few days and will keep updating friends about what is going on. And I think that when I went out to get food, they targeted quite a lot of places and drugged their food so they could get mind control drugs into my body. I think this can be verified from informed sources that mind control agents drugged food in several markets in Islamabad today.
I continue to write about torture on me routinely on this forum and I believe quite a few people read my posts but mind control agents are still so high-handed that they continue to increase the torture. Can you imagine the plight of so many other mind control targets who have no audience on social media. People can think how barbaric mind control agents can become for a lot of those unknown people who are mind control targets.
 
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January 10th, 2021, 3:22 pm

I am in Islamabad for a few days and I have been surprised by the degree of developed brain control infrastructure in the city. When I arrived here, I noticed that a lot of bottled water in the city was drugged. Some famous brands of water were thoroughly drugged and some other brands were good at some place while drugged at other places(neighborhoods) in the city. Earlier I had noticed the same things with soaps. I bought a totally unfamiliar soap from a pharmacy in H-8 and it had mind control chemicals in it. And then I bought a very cheap unfamiliar soap(it had very poor blurry printed packaging) and I thought some entrepreneur minded individual had made it in a small setting in some town or village around Islamabad and I was shocked when I realized that it also had mind control chemicals in it. I only survived by buying a medicated soap from a homeopathic store in Rawalpindi ( and I hope it lasts until President Biden takes over). I could not buy good water easily today and tried to get public tap water in G-10 and G-11 and I found that public water there was drugged. I tried bottled water of many brands and none of them was good. I then returned home since my mother and sister overly object to my staying out of the house for a long time. After staying at home for more than an hour, I left again to get water. I was thinking of going to Rawalpindi but just drove to the road that starts from Murree road and goes through Shahzad town, Chak Shahzad, Bani Gala to Lehtrar raod. The residence of our PM is also close to this road in Bani Gala. I took some water from a filtration plant in Shahzad town close  to the graveyard and the mosque right after you enter Shahzad town and I was horrified that this water was also drugged. I still filled some water because it was less drugged than bottled water. I continued driving again towards Lehtrar road and took a very small but populated road/street to the left and bought Nestle and it was also drugged. I then tried Pepsi's water Aquafina there and it was also drugged. I was slightly surprised since it was seemingly a very poor neighborhood but water there was so thoroughly drugged. I again continued towards Lehtrar road and turned right after reaching there and ate some chicken kebabs from a bakery and also bought some water of a totally unknown brand that was also slightly drugged but seemed bearable when compared to Nestle and Aquafina.
When I was returning from Lehtrar road, I was thinking that I had made a grave mistake by going to area close to Bani Gala where they had drugged water so thoroughly and it led me to thinking about machinations by American army. I believe that they had probably drugged all this area because they wanted to control some politicians with help of their corrupt puppets in Pakistan army. And then I decided to clearly say my mind about the role of American army in our country. I believe US military spends upwards of 500 million US dollars for bribes and support for mind control infrastructure. And some top generals in Pakistani military receive more than ten billion rupees a year. Exchange rate of US Dollar/Pak Rupee > 160. Most of the Pakistani military plays in the hands of US military. But hardliner conservatives in US army use these bribes and influence to damage people of our countries due to their hatred and religious biases against our country instead of promoting any genuine US interest. In fact, corrupt hardliner conservative generals in Us military condone and sometimes promote anti-American practices by Pakistani army like destabilizing Afghanistan and then use these destabilizing effort by our military as a tool to advance their agendas(because of their hatred for Pakistani people) and to damage common civilian people of our country(as opposed to military). Corrupt Conservative generals in US military have very little interest in doing anything that actually promotes genuine interests of American people. They just like to find corrupt puppets in Pakistani people who would like to damage our country and our people using mind control and other similar tactics without any regard to promoting otherwise usually cherished American practices of promoting democracy, secularism, freedom of speech, human rights, modern human civilization, and regard for mankind beyond the parochial lines of religion, ethnicity and country. I want to tell Americans that agenda of conservative hardliners in American military is totally different from the outlook that good American people hold for good people of the rest of the world. These hardliner conservative generals in American military give hefty bribes to corrupt people in our country who are ready to damage the very right interests of our country and help them in everyway to advance their social status in every society. I want to tell American that world would have been a very different and peaceful place if instead of promoting the agendas based on their conservative hatred, these generals in US military were promoting the cherished US practices of democracy and other related great human values that I earlier mentioned. 
I also make these claim again that most of these corrupt people have absolutely no sincere intention of doing many things that are in true American interest. With so many corrupt Pakistani generals on their payroll, they still do not force them to stop negative activities in Afghanistan as long as Pakistani generals continue to follow their (based on their hardliner hatred) demands in damaging the interests of our own country, Pakistan. So it seems that it is more important for hardliner generals in American military to promote their agendas of personal hatred than promoting genuine US interests or establishing cherished American/human values and practices in our backward countries. Instead of stopping negative activities by our army that they easily can if they were earnest, these corrupt generals in US army continue to cite these negative activities by our army to increase their funding and destroy reputation of our good-natured public so that they can continue on the other front of pursuing their hateful agendas against the civilian public in our countries.
Can Americans believe that Shakeel Afridi who helped US military in reaching the greatest terrorist on earth still rots in jail despite Trump made tall claims of getting him back in US in a matter of hours. But later convinced by other hardliner conservatives, he totally gave up on the idea since a lot of people in US do not want Shakeel Afridi to be free. In a sophisticated US society, people like Shakeel Afridi would otherwise fail to earn much respect but once good people in US know that this was the guy who helped get the most dangerous terrorist, they would be full of praise and respect for him and this could by association help improve the image of many other good and peaceful Muslim Americans like him and many hardliner conservatives do not want anything like that to ever happen and therefore want Shakeel Afridi to instead rot in jail. I really want to ask good Americans to suggest to the new president Joe Biden to ask the corrupt crooks in US military to finally do one good thing by asking the Pakistani generals on their payroll to free Shakeel Afridi which is a genuine American demand that these corrupt crooks could have easily achieved several long years ago if they were following genuine American interests instead of the agendas based on their personal hatred.
And Diplomatic staff in many countries like mine are directly chosen by people in American army who have no other interest other than finding diplomats who would best help promote their agendas of hardliner conservative hatred by damaging the rightful interest of Pakistani people. I really want to request good Americans when diplomats are shuffled after new president takes oath, please find a nice gentleman/woman for our country who would not only promote genuine friendship between two countries, but also try to advance the good human/American values of democracy, freedom of speech, secularism and all other good things that modern humanity cherishes. I know good Americans are probably the nicest people on earth and I hope they will always be able to control bad elements in their society(that by the way exist in every society). Bad people are only able to prevail in many good and educated societies because good people do not know the complete truth about actions of bad people. 
Tomorrow, my mother would be operated for angiography in AFIC by sister's family friend, I hope mind control agents would take it easy on their persecution and drugging of water while I would have to be with my mother. 
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

January 15th, 2021, 10:32 am

I had an antipsychotic injection four days ago. I did not make a big deal with my family about it hoping that it would be the last injection. Though it was becoming hard to work yesterday, I was still alright till yesterday but this morning I had very extreme uneasiness due to injections. It is a feeling of something like extreme anxiety in the brain and very hard to describe. And I could feel that mind control agents were doing this to me through my eyes. It might possibly be because yesterday I had completed the interpolation part of the program in which I interpolated the 50 grid to 200 grid yesterday and then moved on to further experiments with how to back out volatility from the FPE grid and use it in transition probabilities grid and since mind control agents do not want me to make any more posts on technical forum, they started to control my eyes to cause extreme uneasiness in my brain. I woke up at around eleven and then continued to suffer from this anxiety till writing of this post at 3:40. I went out, had some good food and water and also took an energy drink and then returned home and then saw off my mother who was going to the hospital but my anxiety still continues and I have been unable to do any research work
I had told friends that my mother had angiography last Monday and doctor told us that she had blockade in multiple vessels and he could not use so many stunts to clear the blockade and advised her for open heart surgery. Now my mother will have an open heart surgery this Monday and she is getting admitted in the hospital today for required tests and other things.
I want to request friends to force these mind control agents to be better and let me work on my research. I really hope that my mind control will end in a week to a fortnight and I would not be given injections again. But please press on these agents in the meantime to be better and let me work on my research. Now, I will keep on posting everyday about how things go.
 
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January 16th, 2021, 5:38 pm

I woke up this morning at 7:00 am. My sister asked me to drop my father at the hospital and take my aunt(my mother's sister)  from the hospital and drop her at her home. Though I had a very long sleep for more than eleven hours, I was still feeling extreme sedation from the injection. It was becoming difficult for me to drive due to sedation and I would feel sleepy again and again. But I continued to drive slowly and dropped my father to AFIC in Rawalpindi and then took my aunt to her home in Islamabad defence housing. I told her that it was being difficult for me to drive and my aunt asked me to rest and sleep in her house before I would get better. I slept there for a very short bit and I was better within half an hour since there was probably no very special mind control in my aunt's house. I drove back to my sister's home from Islamabad expressway after that. Though I could drive reasonably after taking rest, there was still a lot of sedation and I felt frail due to mind control drugs in injections. Sometimes I cannot believe when I recall that another doctor was giving me two antipsychotic injections per week in 2008/2009 and I still remained strong enough but now only one injections per month makes me feel frail and full of sedation. May be it is because they add very advanced mind control drugs in antipsychotic injections that are distributed in the market or may be because I was younger then and I am 47 now and it is very difficult for me to withstand antipsychotic injections. 
At around 5:00 pm today, I slept again and then woke up at 9:45 and then I wrote this post after trying to do some work on my research.
 
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January 17th, 2021, 6:05 pm

I slept again yesterday after 1:30 am and got up at around 8:30 am. When I woke up, I was feeling sedation but it was still better than how I was feeling on e day earlier. I had to again drop my father to my mother's room in AFIC.  
My mother will go through bypass surgery on Monday tomorrow at around 7:00 am. And I am quite worried since it is a major surgery operation.
I could feel the sedation while driving to AFIC but it was still far better than my experience of one day earlier that I described in previous post. 
I also want to mention that many times my breathing would become like light snoring even when I would be completely awake due to effect of antipsychotic injection. Yesterday, my father, who is usually not living with me as I would be in Lahore and he would be in Kot Addu, had asked me if I had some problem in my nose that I was breathing with such a sound. And I told him that high sedation due to antipsychotic injections causes some air pathways in throat to become narrow and cause this sound. And today when I was in my mother's room in the hospital, she asked me to try to control my snoring like sound if I could.  
After dropping my father, I came back to Islamabad through Murree road and Agha Shahi Avenue. I was very close to my sister's house when she called me and told me that I had to collect my mother's old medical files that from Daewoo Courier service on Peshawar Road and I headed again towards Kashmir road and then towards Peshawar Road. By the time I returned home, it was already past three and then I decided to sleep for a little bit because I was feeling very high sedation. I slept around 4:00 pm and then got up at 10:30 pm now and tried to do some of my research and then wrote this post. 
 
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January 18th, 2021, 8:36 am

I want to bring the attention of friends to this slightly old post that is very relevant especially when next president takes office.

viewtopic.php?f=15&t=94796&start=1155#p861398
 
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January 21st, 2021, 4:36 pm

Eleven days after receiving the antipsychotic injection(mixed with mind control drugs), I was feeling slightly better today after a very bad patch of more than ten days and had very little bouts of anxiety and uneasiness today. 

My mother's heart surgery operation went well on Monday and she had to receive intensive care from hospital staff and our family and it will take her several months to recover properly. 
In my research, I tried to back out volatility from the solution of FP equation so that the volatility could be used in the solution of SDE with transition probabilities. I made some progress but could not fully solve the problem. I also found a way to solve for covariance/correlation between SDE solution at two different stages(t1 and t2) in time. I will share it with friends after verifying it further. I also think that it would help us find the transition probabilities volatility analytically for diffusions with mean-reverting and more complicated drifts in the SDE and get us to solve for analytically beyond simple noises. I hope to do more experiments tomorrow and then come back to friends in a few days with the worked out programs.
I also want to request friends to approach the new president and his staff to end mind control of good, nice and talented individuals both in America and abroad. He has far more pressing things to take care at the start but I hope that plight of mind control victims also improves. I, for one, is on brutal mind control torture for past twenty two years and there are many others like me who have been on mind control for more than a decade. And I want to thank all those good and nice humans who have tried for my mind control to end in the past and I have been able to do some creative work in mathematics because my mind control decreased due to efforts from those great human beings. I will be indebted to all those good people for the rest of my life who tried to end my mind control. It is not possible for me to repay this debt other than to have regard and good wishes for those people who helped decrease my mind control.
 
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January 23rd, 2021, 10:09 am

Yesterday, in the morning, I went with my father to AFIC to visit my mother who is still in the hospital for after-operation care. We stayed with my mother for about two hours and then returned home. I left the house after returning home and remined out for about two hours. I tried to do some work but I could not concentrate properly and wrote only a few lines of code. I even tried drinking coffee(out of precious little left on me) but it did not help very much. I slept around 9:30 in the evening.
This morning I went again with my father to visit my mother. I intended to stay with my mother for a longer time but it seemed that mind control guy did not like my staying with my mother and he started giving me anxiety attacks and I left my mother's side after three hours and came back to my sister's home. I was still suffering from continued anxiety attacks when I reached home. I went out with my sister for a little bit and then decided to write this post after I returned home again. I thought it would be helpful to tell friends that mind control guys are still trying to give me anxiety attacks and trying to control me through my eyes. I hope things get better in next few days and I could concentrate fully on my work.

Edit: And one hour after writing of the above post, I am reeling from itch in my back.
 
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January 30th, 2021, 10:49 pm

https://forum.wilmott.com/viewtopic.php?f=4&p=863868#p863894

I am writing this post specifically to let friends know that mind control is not decreasing at all. Today since I was being able to do better work, they specially used my family to give me large amount of mind control drugs and I lost all momentum and mental stimulation. And when I tried to post on internet, they controlled my internet on my computer and I could not post despite being able to login and repeatedly trying for fifteen minutes and then I am making this post using my ceĺl phone something I almost never use for internet. Mind control agency also actively continurs to drug my fòod in the markets and several suvh incidents happened in past few days. I want to mention here that date for giving me next antipsychotic injection is due in another ten days and my family on orders of mind control agency will be very strict and might even use force to continue to give me injections. I always hopef that I have had my last injection and nobody will force injections on me now but things srem to go other way and mind control agencies are still having a great home run. Please force the mind control agency to end my mind control and mind control of other countless victims like me. It is such s pity that mind control continues and thrives even after arrival of Biden administration. I want to request all good Americans to please not let crash hopes of a large number of victims that we had with the new Biden government.
 
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January 31st, 2021, 2:10 am

I had written previous post after several hours of sleep and went to sleep again after writing of the post. Mind control perps did not let me have a good sleep and also continued to force chemicals into my mouth. I have previously complained on this forum more than ten times about mind control chemicals being forced into victim's mouth during sleep but this nothing never stopped despite that some other things marginally improved when I would complain but forcing chemicals into my mouth never ended. This chemical really sickens the victim and on some days I would wake up many times during sleep and brush my teeth and then sleep again to find the same chemical in my mouth again. This chemicals settles on the tongue and the upper jaw and it is another very cruel method to control some neurotransmitters that mind control agents want to control in the victim. Despite my repeated protests again and again, they never stopped forcing mind control chemicals in my mouth and it is a routine torture every night. 
And again the(850 million USD) perp really forced me to have a very bad sleep now because I was doing creative work and he really does not want me to continue on that.
I will be writing about the torture everyday now.
 
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January 31st, 2021, 10:28 pm

I have not written about my activities in past one week other than the two posts I made yesterday. My routine has been very disarranged for the time. My mother had left the hospital and she is recovering very slowly due to old age. And somebody has to attend to her to move her around and I am stronger than my sister and my father who are here to attend to her and therefore I have to help her with her movements. And my mother usually has to go to washroom at 2:30 am or 3:30 am so this becomes sort of difficult and therefore my sleep and eating patterns were a bit disturbed (though I was still doing reasonably good research in some patches) and therefore I was not thinking much about writing here at Wilmott until things remarkably deteriorated. My father has already left Islamabad due to his other engagements and I would have to spend more time looking after my mother in coming days.
I want to tell friends about another interesting thing. For at least past two years almost since I bought this (laptop) computer, I have had a suspicious rogue network connection on my computer. I tried to disable and remove it(from settings) tens of times but it would reappear and then I just gave up on removing it. So my computer usually shows two network connections telling me that my wi-fi has internet access and explicitly mentions that other network connection has no internet access. But to my great chagrin, I have noticed several times when I am surfing internet that for brief periods of time this unidentified network connection would disable my wi-fi connection and all of a sudden this rogue network connection would have internet access and all my internet traffic would seem to be routed through this unidentified network connection that almost always had no internet as a rule. May be the hardliner and machinatory crooks of pentagon use these tricks to show people that some internet traffic is coming out of my computer while I have absolutely no idea about it. I would request friends to be very careful if they know some bad material I am surfing because some of it might have been intentionally planted out of my computer by machinatory crooks. These crooks have more control over my computer than I have myself. In fact there was a time that I used to keep my computers on me all the time(They still broke into my computer from internet or other wi-fi/bluetooth devices) but my family who would allow these crooks unrestricted access to my computers would call me schizophrenic so I just gave up on caring too much and would freely leave my computers at home while I would be away and these crooks got much bolder.
I have been exposing the hardliner and racist crooks of Pentagon for so many years now. The more evil these crooks are, the more noble aura they create around themselves with the help of their lies, trickery and cunning. These righteous crooks are guided by their hardliner right wing ethics and they are well aware that world does not follow their righteous right wing ethics and therefore they are steeped in the tactics based on lies, trickery , cunning  and machinations so that they could justify to rest of the world what is otherwise truly only their righteous hardliner right wing racist agendas.
I would really request good Americans to stress on the new president to bridle these righteous crooks and let so many good-natured, intelligent people become free who became victims to these crooks only due to their intelligence and righteous ethics of the crooks in pentagon.
 
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February 4th, 2021, 7:41 pm

I have not written here for past several days. When I wrote the previous post, I had become awake at 1:00 am to care for my mother and it was in very early hours that I wrote that post. My mother was extremely restless and was asking for water several times at night. In the morning we realized that her condition was not well and we took her to hospital and doctors told us that there were severe complications due her diabetes and level of ketone bodies and gases in her blood had highly altered from what is normal. She remained in extremely serious condition in the hospital for several days and only today we knew that she is actually quite better, healthier and at peace. I was not able to work on my research for more than 2-3 hours in all of these days. But I strongly believe more than ever that transition probabilities simulation for general SDEs with mean reversion and other such features is very possible. My mother has recovered and though she is still in hospital, in a few days, we will return to her routine care at home and I will again be working full time on my research.
In the next post, I want to share with friends what I want to do in the future.
 
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February 4th, 2021, 10:21 pm

I went to UK on work visa in late 2010 and returned in very early 2011. I was kept in detention for the entire year 2011 in a hospital in Karachi. Mind control agencies connived with Pakistan army and my family and the doctors declared me schizophrenic. I have been detained six or seven times for more than a month almost every time by different psychiatrist doctors on extremely flimsy excuses because "they wanted me to recover from my schizophrenia". All of these psychiatrist doctors took bribes from Pakistan Army who were in turn funded by mind control agencies and since my family was ready to help them, I had to bear this torture. I remained on antipsychotics all this time except for brief periods.
In the year 2012, after I returned from UK and left the detention in Karachi, I worked on interest rate models with separate simulation of basis and Libor rates. But then I thought that I should do more fundamental research and learn stochastics more deeply. I continued to dabble in a lot of things on my own working on transition probabilities with higher moments of the SDEs, Girsanov theorem. At one stage I was even starting a project on numerical simulation of PDEs with multicolor multigrid and parallel processing but I aborted it after some initial effort. Lot of my research was just amateur and I was not able to take most of these things to conclusion also because my circumstances were very difficult and it was very hard to be creative while being on antipsychotics and repeated detentions also broke my focus. Whenever I would do anything slightly serious and relatively significant, I would be simply detained on flimsy excuses and very high medication would be given to me and it would take me several months to start working normally again. Besides research on stochastics, I also continued to work on the problem of market trading from time to time. 
However, I got my very serious break only when I discovered the integral form of Taylor series on my own and realized that we could solve SDEs with integral form of Taylor series and repeated Ito-integrations. As usual, I was hospitalized and detained for several weeks right after I made posts about it on internet. I am very glad that I was able to retain focus but decided that I should first apply the method on Ordinary differential equations and only when I applied it to ODEs that I was able to think of modification required to handle time in ODEs separately and differently from Taylor series something that made the method more general than simple integral form of Taylor series. Though from the start I was very sure that I would be able to solve SDEs with this method, It still took me several years to be able to solve monte carlo simulations with this method because I was on very high mind-numbing medications. And later, I continued to work on methods to solve SDEs on a Z-grid and it again took me about two years to approximately solve the Fokker-planck equation on a Z-grid. However, I was able to leverage my earlier experiments with transition probabilities and Girsanov to do some more productive work. I was really able to do better work since I kept my focus alive despite repeated detentions. In past ten years, I made no money other than several thousands dollars from a project that required very simple statistics, almost no stochastics and only required VBA on excel. Mind control agencies continued to ask people I would contact for projects to not give me any work and later I started to like that.
For next several years (3-4 years), I want to continue my research on stochastics and also want to learn more artificial intelligence. I would want to take small research projects to support myself while I would want to make my research fully public during this time. In fact, I wanted to work as a small open source company(hiring young programmers and researchers in Pakistan) funded by different commercial organizations and academics that would do research and write professional open source programs based on that research that could be used freely by people everywhere but I almost gave up on this last idea after no one responded to my call for donations to support my private research. Though I still think that if I had approached organizations and individuals personally under a new democrat government, some people would have been responding and donating. Anyway, for next several years, I want to continue to research on stochastics in one setting or other and I really want it to be open source type research accessible to everyone. I really want to keep my focus on this research and take it to more thorough conclusion before starting on anything else.
However, after a few years, I want to start work on market trading of stocks, vanilla instruments and simple derivatives based on stochastics and AI. I want to write my own algorithms and try them on different large stock exchanges around the world. I am sure it is going to be very difficult but I hope to be able to draw reasonably large and consistent profits after a few years. 
And if I could have a steady stream of reasonably large income, I would invest it in engineering and technology companies. I have several ideas for technology companies and I would share one here that I consider very important and I am very passionate about. And it would also seem impossible to most friends.
Before I start explaining the project, I want to say something to build the right context. I consider myself to be extremely privileged to be a human. We almost always take it for granted and I also probably took it for granted for most of my life. But more I think what humanity is and how special human beings are in this world, the more I believe that this is an extreme privilege that I was born a human. And we are a result of several billion years of evolution associated with life on earth. Our evolution made us more and more suited to living with climate and other properties associated with earth. We are not made for Mars, or Titan or any other part of the solar system, we are made for living with precise conditions on our own blue planet. We might want to go to Mars or somewhere else in our solar system if humanity or life is threatened on earth by any great calamity but any such calamity can likely happen only at a galactic scale and several centuries are a mere blip on galactic scale. We should be more concerned with improving conditions for life at our blue planet something that is our true home and something that we are specialized for living at due to billions of years of evolution. Living on Mars might be a great adventure with unique experiences but I am sure that I would enjoy a pleasant sunny day on earth far more than living in extreme conditions constantly wearing a space suit. So I would like to do something interesting on our own blue planet.
If I could have enough money, I will like to plant a jungle in entire Sahara desert. And I early warned friends that you would consider it impossible but I believe that it is certainly a very very doable thing. 
I have this idea for a very long time and I made a post about it on Wilmott several years ago that I would copy at the end here. 
Briefly we would use large number of huge wind-turbines at very suitably chosen places along the maghreb coast and use them to desalinate(enough for suitable vegetation) and pump water upstream in artificial step-up canal channels into Sahara body. We will do extensive simulation studies where to first grow large bodies of trees so that it would be both cheapest and most effective in possibly altering the weather and causing some extra rain that could possibly help as well. We would carefully study what trees to grow for a combination that could take minimum amount of water, requiring least lifetime care with most effect on altering the climate and causing more rain. And step by step, we would increase our plantations based on our simulations so as to cover more and more of the Sahara with trees based on desalinated sea water and possibility of more rain as the forest cover increases.
We could go into an agreement with all the countries comprising Sahara to share 50% equity in our Sahara Jungle development company proportional to Sahara desert land in their jurisdiction. We will make an extensive and detailed plan for the development of the reclaimed land. Though we might later change it dramatically based on our simulations and possible benefits to climate, we will initially plan that 60% of the reclaimed land will be sustainable forest with both wild forest areas and commercial forest areas where certain percentage of trees would be periodically and sustainably cut and put to uses that would absorb carbon. 20% of the land would be set aside for traditional cultivation and farming that would provide food for another 5% of the areas that would be extensively planned and thoroughly modern cities. Some percentage of areas would be mountains where it would be difficult to plant trees or put to other use until it starts raining naturally. Our forest plantation company would also own all the land(with half the equity given to respective countries) and would undertake complete development of cities and road network and optimize their development according to profitability, sustainability and other objectives. These would be very modern and extremely well planned cities with strict architectural code, all modern facilities and other required amenities and needed skilled people would be welcome from all over the world to come and live there. It would be worked out with all the respective countries on conditions at which they will grant citizenship to people who would want to live in modern Sahara cities. We would also share the mining rights with Sahara countries with the condition that 40% of the mining income would be spent on supporting the Sahara cities and their development in a non-profit way while respective countries would be able to spend rest of the mining and natural resources freely on rest of the country.    
Ok, call me a lunatic but this is all very possible. I had done a back of the envelope calculation about feasibility of the Sahara Jungle several years ago and I would post it here. If I were to do a feasibility study now, several things would completely change. I would never start with Eucalyptus trees and plan very carefully about how to plant trees in various phases of Sahara forest development. Here are my previous posts copied here.
Posted on June 4th, 2017, 4:18 am
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Are there any experts working on the idea of planting a huge jungle in Sahara desert fed by seawater from the oceans. There would be large wind turbines along the Maghreb coast that will pump water from the sea into the desert. New very cheap and efficient desalination technologies based on nanotechnology would be used and wind turbines on the coast would power these desalination plants. First plantations would be very close to the sea and slowly the plantations would move towards the heart of the desert. The project would be scalable with all provisions of planned expansions in earlier phases. Very carefully selected tree and plants species would be planted after considering the adaptability in climate, potential benefits to atmosphere, possible commercial use and several other related issues. Once the climate of the desert cools, there would also be a plan for future cities in the desert and network of roads. This could be a 15-30 years project costing a few hundred billion dollars. Sahara Jungle plantations could be enough to control global warming and possibly decrease temperatures preventing the cost of tens of trillions of dollars associated with global warming on our planet. It could also be run as a sustainable and highly profitable commercial enterprise.
Water Lifting Costs
Posted on June 4th, 2017, 10:52 pm
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Just to give a stronger motivation, I tried to do some very simple calculations on the back of envelope that can easily be tweaked in all sort of ways by people who have actual interest in calculating realistic costs of irrigation associated with Sahara desert. First we will have to build channels that carry water in a stair-step fashion. After every few kilometers, the height of channels will increase and there will be pumping machinery to lift water from lower channel to higher channel. There will be high tension wires along the channels that will transport electricity from the wind turbines along the ocean shore and they will provide energy to pumps at the end of channels to lift water. You could also use solar energy at places. Here are some simple energy calculations.
Suppose we plant Eucalyptus trees that require 40 litres per tree per day on the lower side. Of course we would like all sort of other trees in the jungle but Eucalyptus is probably a good start.
We plant 500 trees per acre.
Area of the desert is 9.2 million km-sq.
which is 2272 million acres.
2272 million acres X 500 trees per acre X 40 liters per tree= Roughly 12.75 million acre-foot of water.
I have used 1 acre-foot= 1.2 million liters.
If we take average height of Sahara where water has to be lifted to be 400 meters above sea level, we can proceed as
Energy required to lift one acre-foot of water by one foot= Roughly 1 KWh.
Energy required to lift 12.75 million acre-foot of water by one foot=  12750 MWh.
Energy required to lift 12.75 million acre-foot of water by 400 meters= 12750 X (400 meters X 3.28 foot/meters )=  16.7 million MWh. 
Suppose we can produce very cheap electricity on this very large scale by installing 10 MW turbines.
Suppose cost of electricity is 10 dollars per MWh.
Daily cost of energy would be 16.7 million MWh X 10 dollars = 167 million dollars.
Rough energy cost for 365 days would be 61 billion dollars.
Tweak in all sort of interesting ways.
Add an evaporation factor for the water that would evaporate from channels and other places.
Add desalination cost using the best expected nanotechnology.
Tweak for the fraction of Sahara that will actually be converted into a jungle each year.
Water lifting height will be smaller in the starting years.
Costs of building the channels.
Add costs associated with all other factors.
Desalination Costs
Posted on Mon Jun 05, 2017 7:02 am
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Calculation of Desalination costs.
one thousand liters would require 2KWh of power with expected technologies.
One acre-foot would require 2.4 MWh of energy
12.75 million acre-foot of water would require desalination cost of 12.75 million X 2.4 = 30.6 million MWh.
At ten dollars per MWh, the associated energy costs would be about 300 million dollars.
Rough water desalination cost per year would be 300 million X 365 days= 109.5 billion dollars.
Very Rough Difference Between Costs and Profits
Posted on June 5th, 2017, 7:02 am
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If the Eucalyptus trees yield 30 tons over 7 years per acre without any fertilizer and special treatments.
Let us suppose one ton of Eucalyptus yields 40 dollars.
The reward price for 30 tons would be 40 X3 = 1200 dollars.
For 2272 million acres of Sahara, the reward price would be = 1200 * 2272 million= 2726.4 billion dollars.
while for seven years total water lifting and desalination costs at previously calculated rates would be = (109.5 +61) billion dollars X 7 years= 1193 billion dollars
Of course fixed costs are required to be calculated.
 
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February 5th, 2021, 12:15 am

I want to tell friends that next date of antipsychotic injections is due in a few days. I did not make a big deal about injections last month since they were last days of Trump's presidency. I am very sure that most good Americans would have a huge say under the current new government. Please force mind control agencies to stop manipulating people including Pak army, psychiatrists and my family  to give me antipsychotic injections. I am already roughly 30 kg over weight due to living on constant antipsychotics and I am very prone to becoming diabetic, hypertensive and have heart disease. Antipsychotics have been almost constantly forced on me since 1999 when I was just 25 years of age. I am 47 now and it is not easy for me to easily bear the effect of antipsychotics.  Please let me live a happy and healthy life and ask mind control agencies to become more human.
 
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February 7th, 2021, 7:30 pm

Friends, my mother has almost recovered from diabetic/sugar complications but she is still in the hospital and would be returning home in a day or two. I have been able to work today since I did not go to care for her to the hospital. I would be caring for her for a lot of time when she comes home but that should not be obstacle to my research since I would continue to work on my computer while attending her from time to time. 
I believe I have a good idea about how to complete the research on transition probabilities project. Basically we have a Z-grid that expands at the rate of unit normal. CEV type noises work well on the grid since CEV noise volatility remains proportional to underlying Z-grid volatility. For noises, given a certain noise/innovation volatility, the grid expands faster when Variance associated with Z-grid is smaller -- This is why a noise grid expands very fast at the start of simulation when existing variance is low and barely budges when the time is large and the grid has expanded to a large variance i.e the effect of a certain noise volatility is inversely proportional to existing variance. However when there is drift in an SDE that significantly affects variance, the underlying Z-grid and simulated SDE are no longer proportional to each other. For example when a mean-reverting SDE is simulated, the drift decreases effective variance while underlying Z-grid continues to expand at the same unit variance rate. As we observed earlier, on an over-expanded grid, the effect added by a certain noise volatility is smaller than it would be when contraction in grid due to mean-reverting drift would be accounted so we get an over all decreased variance in case of mean-reverting SDEs. Since it would be relatively difficult to alter the base Z-grid(though we may possibly be able to try special grids for mean-reversion SDEs), I am thinking of ways how to just add the effect of contraction in existing variance to the noise volatility without altering the base Z-grid(made of unit normals).
I also want to tell friends that an antipsychotic injection is due in a few days and I have plans to resist getting this injection. I want to request friends to force mind control agencies to not force my family to give me any more injections. Please ask mind control agencies to not give me antipsychotics any more and let me live normally.
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