I woke up after eleven and went out on my car. I had some food and a drink from Jinnah Super market. I wasted some time in the market, drove around and then came back home. I was feeling very down. And I was in a state of highly decreased consciousness. I believe that water I got the night earlier was not good. It was not creating any headache or increased blood pressure in the veins that go to the brain so I had assumed that water would be good. It seems that brain control people were adding some different chemical in water that was not immediately and easily detectable by simply drinking water. But I started to realize that every time I drank water, my consciousness continued to decrease. Most people who never had to pass through brain control will find it difficult to understand the meaning of decreased consciousness. When in a state of decreased consciousness, even the images of what we see in the world around become far less vivid and somewhat hazy. For example when we see something, many parts of the brain interact to form a proper image in the brain but once we are on mind control drugs, they remove some neurotransmitters from the brain which results in disconnecting some vital parts of the brain from others and the images in the smaller subset of the brain parts are far less vivid and sometimes things seem very hazy. And in a state of decreased consciousness, I would become very clumsy and would be sometimes hitting the corners or edges of the doors and many similar things and when I would talk, I would be very goofy. Since once I would know that water is not good, I would simply try to get water from somewhere else and I believe that brain control agents try to catch up with that by adding drugs in water that would be effective in brain control but would not be easily detected by consuming a little bit of water when I would be in the right spirits. But continuing to drink the same water really had a very bad effect on me. Even during my evening walk, whenever I drank water, I would feel an immediate effect of water on my eyesight.
After coming back to house, I started to do work on the same project I had earlier taken up. Then I went for walk a bit before five in the evening. During the walk, I could really feel that my eyesight was far worse than how I was watching things a day earlier. During the walk, I used the old trick for a better eye sight and I would rub and distort the skin around the eye sockets and it would decrease the static there and all of a sudden my eye sight would become better and images would become more vivid. I believe that they maintain static around the eyes and it helps them in mind control. The trick works by decreasing static but you have to continue to rub and play with the skin after every few minutes. After the walk, I went out again on my car and brought some water that actually seemed good even after drinking quite a bit of it.
I then started working on writing my new program for Ito-Taylor expansions of SDEs and also made a post on technical forum. I continued to play with the equations and how to write an efficient program and that is the only major thing I did during the night. I would be sleeping now in a bit.