I woke up after 11:30 am and worked till 2:30 pm. I worked mostly on programming constructs that I needed to use in my SDEs expansion program. I then went out on my car and bought some food, drinks and water from G-10 market. The food and drinks were mostly good save a few bad drinks. I had been going to Rawalpindi to get food and water for past few days and I knew that Pakistani intelligence would be targeting the same area. I was getting good food and water from many areas in Rawalpindi for past few days since I had not gone to those areas for about a year and Pakistani agencies had not caught up with drugging those areas. And that is one reason that I had been able to get good food and water for past few days to remain more sane. But I am sure corrupt generals would want to drug those areas to get huge bribe money and I cannot continue to get food and water for many days now. Anyway after getting home, I continued to work on the algorithm design and I think I have most of the algorithm nailed down save few minor details and if I can get good food and water for another day, I will be able to write a good program.
I want to tell friends that I have been targeted for twenty years now. And my reason for being targeted was my talent. And some people did not like my being a muslim something I really could not change about myself. I was never extremist or anything of the sort and I had no complex or misconceptions that I follow a better religion or culture. I know I do not. And over the years I had written many ironic/satirical posts about Americans and the reason was that my persecution with mind control was totally inhuman and un-American but it still continued for twenty years despite that I continued to post about torture on me and hundreds of people read my posts but inhuman torture, cruelty and something that was so inhuman, un-American and totally opposed to American values still continued.
I would copy a few posts from this thread about to give people some idea about what I have written in old posts but I am not copying any posts about torture at the moment.
I made the post below when I was feeling a little better but only after a few months I was detained by a psychiatrist who gave all sort of injections and drugs.Sat Dec 14, 2013 7:58 am
Here I have copied another post that shows my stance even now. I just want to move on with my life and try to do good research. Tue Feb 17, 2015 9:39 am
Since I gave the web address of this discussion at various places, I will like to add a few words for Americans, and people of other nations.You have to read this thread only to see the human side of the problem. It is really not about myself. I am having real and good fun in whatever I do. But since I passed through extremely cruel and inhuman experiences, I know what happens to those people who are forced to lead a life of total misery. I was able to continue to work on neurotransmitters they could not block so I have seen just enough of what happens to victims. Humanity is not about God/religions/nations, it is about empathy and compassion we have towards other humans that helps us have an understanding of what other humans are, irrespective of any group we identify with. Since I know how normal humans think and feel and I also know what happens to victims of these mind control weapons, so I can say I might never have cared that deeply about mind control victims if I had not passed through this experience myself or somebody shared their experiences with me.Just because you allocate too much money to US military, which is not my problem and your nations's own decision, they should not be allowed to alter any human's brain and create a phony world around them. I do not want to use any degrading words here but it is insulting to victim, to those around him who are promised huge money and also to your nation. I might criticize US or not, is my own business, and you should be able to appreciate that, but I am never going to hurt feelings of any good human anywhere, save if I get to know their evil intentions.Other than that if you want to continue to use these weapons on me, I do not mind since you really cannot control me but Please, do not use them on any human being ever.
Below I made a post when I was being ironic of mind control people and their tactics. I had earlier said in a post that these people consider themselves like little gods and called them big jolly. When I look back, I know some of my posts were somewhat inappropriate and my mood changed many times when they would give me drugs and injections. But I still retained enough sanity and good humanity alive.Sun Mar 29, 2015 4:37 am
I have no desire to say anything that hurts Americans or any other nation. I really do not enjoy it and myself do not like posting it despite it is total truth and inhuman torture. Instead of being angry on me, I would ask Americans and their sincere friends to become wiser and stop using NEM weapons on me. I will simply move on with my life and would want to keep posting in technical sections which I always like and probably everyone likes.
To decrease the temperature of many Americans, I will like to say I am also a Jolly. I just try to be a good Jolly and not a big jolly. We are all jollies. Humans are really not that big/grand/or great and I think every human should acknowledge that. Acting/thinking of oneself as grand/or great might make shallow people feel special but I think humbleness and modesty are special gifts of God to good humans(that even God does not have). If we understand, we all have a very short life and it would be better lived if we love and respect each other. I will still continue to make appropriate use of the word Jolly as long as Americans here continue to act in grand godly ways to retard people in our country.