I drove to Islamabad from Lahore yesterday with my mother. When I reached Islamabad, I was very tired. I wanted to do some work but I was too tired and really fell asleep at little later earlier than eleven. I got up at a little earlier than eleven today. I did have forced coughing and heartburn all through the night and I took some cold milk in the night to feel better. When I started to sleep at night, I turned on the air-conditioning falsely thinking that they might not give me any gas out of the AC. And one hour after sleeping, I realized that I was feeling extremely sick due to gas out of the AC and I felt very bad and then I shut down the AC.
Today, I also gave finishing touches to the risk management project I was working on. I also drove to some markets in Islamabad for less than one hour.
I want to tell friends that I am very worried if I could get right credit for the research work I have done. I know many people would certainly think that I am simply freaking out. But you have to realize there are people who did absolutely everything possible in their power to retard me and they continued to lie and cheat other good people only to be able to somehow retard me and they lost all good human feeling for me. These people, and most of them I do not even know and I have probably never met, would certainly go to any extreme limit to discredit me from my research work and this is the only thing you would expect from desperate people.
And I would want to say to good people that I continued to work on the same problem for five years. And there were several times when I cursed my self for starting to work on the project since it was getting nowhere. I had far more failures than successes. There were moments when I would lose all hope that I could be successful. And I tried so many things and when I could not do anything, I just tried to use brute force trial and error. It was only two years ago that my efforts started to bring fruit. And today, I do not regret that I gave so many years to working on this project since I could see that there will be success in this work. But the idea that some other people would try to not let me have credit for my genuine research after five years of hard work is very painful for me. I am sure many people would want to say that no such thing would happen to me. And I want to ask all good people and good Americans that nothing of the wrong sort would ever happen to me if they would not allow any such thing to happen.