In this post I want to tell friends about one of the most barbaric things that were done to retard me. Twenty years ago, in early 2000, I went to hong kong to find a job but I could not find a job due to constant manipulation by mind control agencies. When I returned to Kot Addu from Hong Kong, only after fifteen days, my family told me that I was not working on my studies and therefore I needed to be treated. I would eat at home (Kot Addu was a very small city with very few places to eat outside) and there was no very special reason to say that I was mentally sick. Though I was perfectly aware of my persecution activity, mind control agents had not started speaking in my brain and I did not know about mind control at that time so there was no such thing I would even think or mention. But one day, my family gave me some drug in my food and started preparing my father's Hi-Lux to travel and asked me to board the Hi-Lux. They had given me some drug in food and I was becoming drowsy but I have absolutely no memory of my travel since I had become unconscious and my memory started again when I was lying at a bed in the hospital. And the psychiatrist there gave me electric shocks. I vividly recall that they would place a wooden wedge between my teeth and then give me anesthesia and I still recall unconsciousness travelling from lower body to upper body with blood flow after the doctor gave me anesthesia injection. And they continued to give me electric shocks every second day for fifteen days. I still remember that when I would gain consciousness in my hospital room after getting electric shocks, I would be extremely weak and I still recall that once after the electric shocks, I defecated on the bed so bad that all the bed and sheets had to be washed.
Ok before I come to other point, I would request you to read this post 870 that I wrote on June 23rd, 2018, 5:18 pm. I am writing this post to just bring across the frivolous points that my mother was discussing with the psychiatrist to justify my psychiatric treatment.
I visited the doctor at 6:00 pm in the evening. My mother was also with me. The meeting did not last for more than twenty minutes. My mother had no argument. She said three things about the disease
1. He keeps his computer on himself.
2. He keeps a water bottle on him.
3. He usually does not eat at home save a few times to show us that he is eating at home.
Really if you have access to mind control tapes, you can surely verify my claim that she had absolutely no other thing to say about the disease.
I was very clam and kept a pleasant mood to laugh away my mother's diagnosis but still did not find a lot of time to defend myself because my mother kept fighting and asking the psychiatrist to not decrease the medication. Doctor ended clozapine and said that he would never give this drug to anyone until it is a matter of life and death. He told my mother that clozapine had huge side-effects and some of them when they occur, they can be almost life-threatening and can have very serious medical complications. He ended my clozapine but prescribed 4 mg risperidone. I still believe there was no reason to give me any risperidone but my mother was almost fighting him to increase the dosage. I also believe they had contacted the doctor but the doctor was still not ready to prescribe very huge dosages and still ended all clozapine.
On the way back my mother continued to fight with me that she wanted to keep the tablets on herself. But I said that I would keep all tablets in proper packaging and she could verify that packaging is intact before I would take the tablets. But she continued to insist that tablets should remain on her. The reason is that when mind control drugs are added to tablets, many times they want to add different drugs in tablets everyday according to particular neuro-transmitters that day and if I keep the antipsychotic tablets on me, it becomes a great problem for them to change the mind control drugs in the tablets everyday. And my mother also insisted that I must not take Risp brand and must buy vepridone brand. Both brands are from good companies at almost the same prices but she was not ready to let me buy risp.
And in the evening my father said that he wanted me to take opinion from two other psychiatrists. This was interesting because in the past when they would detain me and I would say that I want to take opinion from some other psychiatrist, they would sternly refuse but now he was asking me to take opinion from two other psychiatrists. Most Pakistani psychiatrists are thoroughly corrupt and would easily budge to give drugs that Army generals would ask them to prescribe.
But it did become obvious today that mind control agencies have absolutely no plan to let me live a drug-free life and they are bracing for a long haul and my family have no other thing to do but follow exactly what mind control agencies would ask them to do. And mind control agencies want to continue to ask my family to manipulate me despite my begging again and again to let me live a free life.
The above post was written on June 23, 2018 and people can see the frivolous excuses my mother was making before the psychiatrist and only two weeks later on July 7,2018, I was detained by a different psychiatrist since my family thought that the previous psychiatrist was not cooperating. And when I was still detained I made the post 891 below
A psychologist just talked to me and she seemed to have interest in ECT (Electric shocks). I am very worried and want to ask friends to stop mind control agencies from giving me electric shocks again. I really want to request good people to pressurize these mind control agencies from giving me electric shocks.
I will write a detailed post later.
and doctor was showing great interest in electric shocks (ECT) and discussed it several times. then I made this post 893.
I will request friends again to force mind control agencies to not do ECT(electric shocks) on me. Please protest against any such thing since I might suffer from an irreversible damage. Everybody knows that it is extremely inhuman to do such procedures on people with a healthy brain. Please help me if you can and try to stop any such thing like electric shocks on me.
And I really believe that there were enough good people in United States that were following my thread when I made the above posts in July 2018 and some people strongly protested and then I was spared form giving me electric shocks. I want to tell friends that mind control agencies can go to any limit to retard their target and follow no ethics and have no human feelings. If people do not protest and force them to end my mind control, they will certainly detain me and try to do everything to retard me as they have been doing for past twenty two years.