After writing my post yesterday, the mind control agent went totally amuck. He started targeting my head with all sort of frequencies and it was becoming very difficult to work.
Today, mind control agents would give me abnormally high level of itch in the back and when I would defecate, there will be sheer pain in my anus due to high frequency waves going inside my body through the anus. Just a little before writing of these lines, I went to wash room and came out shouting with pain and then when I could not think of any way of getting relief, I recalled that I had an old but still unused aluminium foil lying in my almirah. I had bought it three or four years ago but never had opened it but I knew that it was there as I could see it lying in the almirah from time to time. I made several folds of small part of aluminium foil and placed it inside my underwear before the anus and I found a sudden reprieve from pain. I want mind control people who are in-charge of this to see the footing of this incident around 2:55 pm as it happened in my room.
Since the mind control agent has gone complete bonkers and wants to break all bounds of human decency after I exposed how mind control agents in Pakistan are awash with hundreds of millions of dollars of money, I want to request good Americans and anybody who has a wee bit of humanity left to please, get this mind control guy off me and ask somebody else to see the matters if it is necessary.
As I had mentioned for friends that I have to see a psychiatrist tomorrow. I know this psychiatrist from time to time since early 2014. Ok first something about myself. In my dealings with people I am totally calm and I almost really never get upset or angry. When psychiatrist asks this question, my mother herself always tells him that I never get angry or upset. My mother has flimsy excuses for my disease. She says that 1. I do not sleep on bed. 2. I do not eat from home regularly. There is almost always no other excuse. I have the following reasons for not sleeping on the bed that it is totally painful, since on a foam bed, they charge the anus heroically and charged particles go into the body from anus and it is extremely painful. Disease or no disease, I really do not want to sleep on a foam bed. I simply sleep on the floor. My mother calls it a symptom of schizophrenia. The second symptom she suggests to the doctor is that I do jot eat at home regularly and I doubt that home food is often drugged. I continue to eat at home from time to time after every few days and sometimes everyday but my mother and doctor insist that I must always eat at home. Other than that, my mother would proudly admit that I am very nice to her and there is really no other abnormality in me. Funny thing is that my family though united on my schizophrenia, considers me a smart guy and would ask me to help in family issues from time to time. For example, my sister who is living in US with her husband now was temporarily separated from her husband several years ago and he was not being amicable to their rejoining after several attempts by my family. When all else failed, I drove my mother and sister to his home and tried to settle the differences. When I agreed to every "right grievance" my brother-in-law had, the matters were settled and my sister and my mother were extremely happy as they really could not believe themselves. Now she lives happily with her son and her husband in US. Similarly my different elder sister has recently called me to visit her in Islamabad as she is guardian of my deceased brother's daughter. Though my sister tried to care for her in every good way, there are some issues now as my niece is getting older and my sister especially asked me to visit Islamabad and help her settle the issues. She really thinks that my niece might be more understanding when I would try to help her make the right decisions for her future. So my family really considers me intelligent and they know that I always never get upset or angry but they still insist that I must remain on medication since this was agreed between my parents and mind control agencies twenty years ago that any prize would be given to my family only when some neurotransmitters would be permanently taken out of my brain. I am sure my parents never expected it to take twenty years and every year they believe that it would take just another two or three years. And they never talk to doctor about any behavioral problem as I simply do not have any behavioral problem with my family. They just talk to doctor about simple things that I do not sleep on bed or I do not eat at home and little things like that and doctors continue to declare me schizophrenic because they are controlled by army and mind control agencies. Also If, my nephew, my sister's son would make it through the university in London, it would be only because I spent a lot of time explaining everything in the most intuitive possible way and making him prepare for exams. In our family my sisters are not in good terms with my brother but I am the only one whom everyone in the family happily meets and I never had any fights with anyone at all.
I would again request friends to force the bosses in mind control agency to take the current mind control guy off me and ask the new guy to tell the doctor to end the antipsychotics as the current mind control guy would simply machinate something despite whatever he is told and would only ask the doctor to continue with the antipsychotics. Please listen to the tapes of my conversation with the psychiatrist tomorrow in the evening.
Writing about today, I have not done any work today since every time I tried to work, there was simply sheer mind control and they would use all the inhuman tactics like high frequencies to charge and cause injury in the anus. I woke up late at 10:15. Went to drop my mother for her class at 11:00. I brought her back at 12:20. Then tried to do some work but still have not been able to make it.
Last edited by Amin
on January 20th, 2020, 11:53 am, edited 1 time in total.