I had already argued with Dr. A that I do not want injections. Another Dr. M that used to come to facility P. had prescribed injections before two years earlier but there were minor problems with my heart due to injections. He was so insensitive that he refused to decrease the injections but suggested that I should reduce weight. I had requested that the very injections decrease metabolism and increase weight and if he decreased the dose, I could lose weight more easily and heart problem would be alleviated as well but he refused. Dr. A suggested an injection aripiprazole a few days ago and was very enthusiastic about it but I looked at internet and asked him that it was not good for heart Dr. A started laughing and said that all antipsychotics affect the heart and hypertension somewhat. However I totally refused to not take that injection and Dr. A did not discuss the matter with me after that.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BFWiXQNx]http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BFWiXQNx

Several of the hospital staff just came. I was half asleep and they asked me to handover my cell phone to them. Dr. A had explicitly allowed me to keep phone earlier. I have given the phone to hospital staff. Let us see if he tries to control my internet to hide his criminal psychiatric practices. They have freely allowed internet to some other patients who have computers and they use hospital's wi-fi though I have my own internet device with me that I use.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BGLuWOSw

Later at night last Saturday, I had a second meeting with Dr. N and he told me that he had already talked to my family and they were more worried so he decided to have a session with me again. The session on Saturday went quite well and I was able to address the worries of Dr. N. But Dr. N and I agreed that there will be another third session when my mother and myself will meet with Dr. N together to sort out everything. Today we had a session again and my mother arrived in the clinic and Dr. N listened to me and my mother and after hearing our arguments he told me that I seemed fine and he would just ask me to keep taking a low dose of Risperidone 1 mg. He also asked my mother that some people are different and they have no psychiatric problems but we have to try to understand them. He also told me that I should keep visiting him periodically so he could stay in touch and every problem could be amicably settled. I did agree since I found him more caring and thoughtful than any other doctor I had seen since I came to Pakistan seventeen years ago. In past no psychiatrist was ready to listen to me and all of them diagnosed a disease after summary hearing. Whenever I would argue, every doctor would simply respond saying, "I am the doctor and I know what to do." Dr. N also said that he would make a recommendation to Dr. A to discharge me from his facility as he had realized that there was no need to detain me now. He said that it was now left to Dr. A who is incharge of clinic P. to make his decision when to let me walk out of his clinic.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BRSJ8C1M

Sorry Double.

A few minutes ago, a nurse came and said that she wanted to give me an injection. I explained to her that Dr. N has explicitly promised to give me no injections. I also explained that he had mentioned that there would be no drugs other than 1mg resperidone I was taking and that is the only drug I need to continue at the moment. Upon my explanation and insistence, the nurse went back and did not give me any injection. I am afraid that hospital administration is still trying to somehow inject me and they would probably force me to have injections despite that Dr. N had very explicitly insisted that no injections would be given to me.What is even more interesting that Dr. A who is incharge of this psychiatric facility is not a specialist in psychiatry and is probably a psychologist (which is a diploma for people who assist psychiatrists and is not a medical degree in psychiatry. He does have an MBBS degree). He detained me on his own for about ten days without seeing a proper psychiatrist and has been trying to somehow inject me since. My mother just called and told me that Dr. A is sick in his home and cannot come to the psychiatric facility therefore they have to detain you for one more day. There is no doctor here in the facility and I am surprised at the incompetence here when Dr. A becomes sick or something, the psychiatric facility is on its own.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BS6N4hS5

My room is on first floor and I was standing by the stairs and down there is the reception. A nurse there just called Dr. A on phone and Dr. A asked him to give me an injection after dinner today. Dr. A is not even a proper psychiatrist and Dr. N, who actually is a psychiatrist, had earlier seen me had explicitly said that nobody would give me any injections and only tablets will follow. Earlier staff had told me that it is Dr. A who would make the decision whether to give me injections or not and it is not a decision Dr. N had to make.After getting out of here, I would want to visit human rights wing of High court and see if I could end this drama forever. I would also request Americans and others to not be a silent majority and speak against such crimes and human rights abuses.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BT1nyLxF

The staff gave me an injection about an hour ago. I really think that Dr. AS(or Dr. A, Dr. A in previous posts) should have talked to me before giving me the injection since Dr. N had suggested that I should be given no injections and Dr. AS(Dr. A) is only an MBBS and he cannot revoke the decisions of a psychiatrist. Staff told me that they would have to detain me for a longer period and I would not be leaving in next day or two and staff did not know how long Dr. AS(Dr. A) would have to detain me.I am afraid since Dr. N did not want to give any strong medication, Dr. AS would now talk to another psychiatrist Dr. M to write a diagnosis of Dr. AS's choice. Dr.M is another psychiatrist who practices criminal psychiatry. For example Dr. M, when I came to this clinic in 2014 more than two years ago, had told me that he would restrict my right for a second opinion under Mental health law of Pakistan and under mental health law only DR.M would treat me. No psychiatrist could ever take away my right for a second opinion (There is no such law) but he knew he could enforce anything in detention in the psychiatric facility of Dr. AS since he had also asked the staff to use force when needed. I was detained for about fifty days back then. I am sure since an opinion of Dr. AS' choice has not been given by Dr. N, he would call Dr. M to make a diagnosis and treatment of Dr. AS' choice.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BTVzkpgJ

A nurse just came and checked my blood pressure. She told me that upper blood pressure was more than 150. I had already requested the doctor that injections he was mentioning and the injections he had previously given me cause heart problem and higher blood pressure. When they gave me injection yesterday, I had requested staff to give me an injection right out of injection bottle but she refused. When I asked the name of injection, she deflected my question again and said that it was the same injection they always gave me and did not tell any name. Though I am calm but my blood pressure has started to increase. Can you believe how this MBBS self-stylized psychiatrist continues to give injections despite complications? This is an open example of criminal psychiatry when people who are even not qualified to make a diagnosis start forcing their verdict because they have the victim in their detention.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BWe2qe3D

I would like to add that normally my lower blood pressure ranges from 90 to 100 on different days and upper blood pressure ranges from 125-140. But when I asked the nurse blood pressure today morning, she did not tell me the lower blood pressure and only told me that upper blood pressure was more than 150 and left. Since she did not tell me the lower blood pressure, I would guess that it would be higher than 100 otherwise she would have told surely told me what it was like she always told me.

I was given 2mg resperidone tonight. I resisted saying that Dr. N who is the only professional psychiatrist who saw me since I came here, had suggested that I would get no more than 1m g dose and they ahd already given me an injection but the staff insisted that they have orders that I must be given 2mg resperidone today. I could not sleep later tonight and it seemed half an hour ago that I would not be able to sleep all night. I went out and asked the staff to give me some medicine so I could sleep. There is no MBBS docotr in the hospital at night and the dispenser came and gave me a pill so that I could sleep. He also broke the news that it is Dr. M who was treating me now and it was Dr. M who had prescribed the greater dose of medicine and injections. I was shocked because Dr. M had not seen me at all since I came here and last time he saw me was more than nine months ago, so how could he suggest any medicine without talking to me. Everybody here is practicing criminal psychiatry. Can anyone believe that a psychiatrist could suggest injections and drugs without even talking to me. And Dr. N who actually had three sessions with me here, hospital staff under orders of Dr. AS(MBBS) was not following the suggestion of Dr. N at all. Since I came to Pakistan, it was only Dr. N who did not have a summary hearing and actually listened to me but Dr. As who is an MBBS and incharge of facility Pav. where I am detained has decided to follow advice of another psychiatrist who has not seen me at all here.I feel that high blood pressure and lack of sleep is due to injections and hospital staff is not even telling me the name of injections.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4Bank2FQ6

Since I wrote about high blood pressure and mentioned high blood pressure before the hospital staff, they have started to doctor blood pressure. Now, everyday they tell me that my blood pressure is 120/80 or 110/70. While they always told me that my blood pressure was 130/90 or 140/100 prior to injections. I have never had so good blood pressure for years that they have started to tell me now. Friends would recall a previous post when I could not sleep at night and had to take a sleeping pill. When the dispenser came to me at night(The hospital has no MBBS who stays here at night in Ramadan. Dr. AS used to stay here on some nights earlier but has been totally absent in Ramadan). When the dispenser checked my blood pressure, he told me that it upper blood pressure is 110. I did not believe him at all. He asked me to check on my own and put the stethoscope head assembly in my ears. I could easily tell that upper blood pressure was more than 140 and lower was more than 100. The staff has already started to doctor blood pressure.My parents are going to Saudi Arabia for two weeks in a few days. Now Dr. AS has the plan to hold me in detention while my parents are abroad. I had a complete settlement with Dr. N and we(I and the doctor N) both agreed that I would be visiting him every fifteen days and all modalities were agreed. I do think as a patient it is my right to choose the psychiatrist and Dr. AS( who is incharge of facility Pav.) has no right to change the doctor after I have selected a psychiatrist and we both agree on terms of any treatment. Dr. AS has imposed another psychiatrist Dr. M who has not even seen me and has already started giving me injections and increased medicine without looking at my present condition. Dr. N had explicitly stated that I would be free to leave if it were his facility. Most major reason for detaining me now is that Dr.AS wants to continue to detain me while my parents are leaving for abroad for more than two weeks.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BhjcMCSB

I have yet to see a psychiatrist after having a meeting with Dr. N on Monday. Though I was given an injection and my dose was doubled and I was told that it is another Dr. M who has advised new medication, I have yet to see Dr. M who had seen me last time more than nine months ago. I have also not seen Dr. AS for more than a week now. I think according to medical rules there should be an MBBS doctor at night in the psychiatric facility but Dr. AS does not show up these days as he used to stay in the clinic on most nights before the start of Ramadan. It was decided after our joint meeting with Dr. N and my mother on Monday that matter has been settled and my mother had told me that she would come to take me out of the facility after paying the dues but when we talked on phone she complained that hospital staff was not allowing her to meet me and did not let her take me out of the facility. She told me that she was helpless and could not do anything before the hospital staff. She later told me that my father would come to Lahore on coming Monday and then she would see what to do.Let us see if my family takes me out of the hospital in next few days or want to extend my detention for another few weeks after my parents go to Saudi Arabia.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4BvlA8QZQ

Sorry friends, I missed to update here. My detention has ended and I was allowed to leave the facility on 23rd of June. I was given another injection on that day and there will be another injection every fifteen days and I was asked to take 3 mg Risp every night. So I am out but I still have to endure heavy drugs. However since I am not detained anymore, I will be seeking advice of some other psychiatrist and I look forward to no medicine or very little medicine after getting second opinion. I will have to wait for a few weeks before doing that since I am bound by an agreement with the doctor and my family on the conditions of my release from detention.I have started to contact various people for starting various projects and let us see how that goes and I will keep updating friends here about it.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4Cwv7LiTS

I will like to tell friends that all the people involved in my persecution have a very strong interest in continuing my persecution. I am sure many of them were promised an extremely huge reward after I would be retarded. The person who speaks in my brain using Voice to Skull once told me when I would be retarded he would get such a big reward that he would amicably divorce his wife after making a settlement and have a new wife and start a new life. When people are blinded after they are assured of getting heavenly prizes that they cannot even possibly dream in their real life, they become totally desperate with animal-like behavior when they see their assured rewards evaporating forever.I also strongly feel that American agencies have embarked on a controlled policy of early death for me after failing to retard me.My calcaneus bone fractured more than two years ago. I was half asleep in the balcony of my home when two men all of a sudden appeared and approached me with a threatening posture. I was horrified and could not think of anything but tried to escape to the wall next to balcony from where I could easily get to the floor but unfortunately I could not land on the wall and landed directly on the floor and fractured my foot. I later got to know that those men had come from the facility Pav. of same Dr. N to detain me. Americans under their policy of early death(there are other actions that betray their early death plans that I will write later) have been doing whatever it takes to not let my foot heal. They direct electromagnetic resonance on my foot to kick the neurotransmitters and molecules that are required by the foot bone to heal itself so that my foot never properly heals. After more than two and a half years, I still walk with an exaggerated limp(I used to run for more than ten Kms everyday when I was at NYU and Northwestern). Orthopeadic doctors continue to suggest that I should take calcium for my bones to perfectly heal. But CIA continues to bribe Pakistani black sheep and Pakistani black sheep started drugging every calcium brand with chemicals for brain control and I had to stop taking calcium. Most of the CIA and defence department heroes have very little humanity and are worse than animals and routinely go to extreme limit of drugging the medicine so as to include chemicals for brain control. In fact they truly love such tactics since regular intake of medicine ensures that brain control drugs would continue to go into the body of victims. Indeed this is the height of humanity and civilization as proclaimed by many Americans. This is exactly what happens when science has advanced and ethics have receded.I cannot fight with almighty America but I can at least speak the truth as long as I am alive.

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