Today was a regular day. I woke up at 11:00 am. I had some food at home and then I went out for a walk. After the walk, I remained at home and prepared notes to teach Statistics to my nephew who has university exams in fifteen days. I also had some ideas about my research during the walk but they did not work out properly after I implemented them on computer.
My sleep has been very poor for past several weeks. They have invented some new torture technique and something in my room releases some special chemicals that settle on inside of my upper jaw and at the base of my tongue and it helps them keep control of the victim at night but it becomes very painful for the victim and gives a distressing sleep. They started using this technique since just a few weeks back so it must be a new brain control torture invention. I Want to request people to ask these agencies to not use such methods of torture.
I have decided to take a break from my research on SDEs and start working on market trading of vanilla stocks. Since I have to get some consulting projects from foreign countries which is not easy for me especially when CIA approaches every counterparty and asks them to not do business with me. And a lot of people CIA had approached in the past are very careful to not do business with me since they do not want to get into any sort of trouble and I have become well known in quant community in Europe to not give me any consulting project or anything of the sort to annoy CIA and get themselves into trouble even when they would have come to know about my total innocence. Derivatives are very specialized and require larger infrastructure and therefore there is relatively smaller market where I could find business. So I just decided to stop the thankless job for a few months and then find out a way of making decent money so I could be free from my family's manipulation and live alone by myself. And therefore I have decided to work on stock trading strategies and I have some very good ideas how to write some meaningful algorithms for vanilla stocks trading. Many European universities are not ready to give me admission in their PhD programs especially when CIA approaches them with fabricated lie stories and people want to avoid trouble. I might write a paper on the work I have already completed on SDEs. I recall that my earlier paper on ODEs that was a cutting edge has still not received a single citation. I had written emails to more than 200 ODE experts about my paper telling professors and researchers in various universities about my paper but all my emails were stopped and I did not receive a single reply. CIA actively asks researchers in the area in many countries to not give me credit for my research paper on ODEs despite that it had more than 500 downloads on SSRN. Here is the link to my paper on SSRN. https://papers.ssrn.com/sol3/papers.cfm ... id=2872598
Again my paper was cutting edge but seems all research in ODES have halted.
I have been facing all sort of torture and some years ago I walked into the office of a lady psychiatrist and asked her to declare me mentally healthy. She told me that I seemed healthy but she wanted to listen to my family's side of the story. I took my mother to her clinic and the lady psychiatrist told me that I seemed to have no problems since my mother had absolutely no argument. But she said that she still wanted me to visit her after a week. And this is what happened when I reached her clinic after a week. This should not come as a surprise to friends since these are very normal things when hundreds of millions of dollars are paid to top military brass of Pakistan every year solely for the continuation of mind control in Pakistan and however bad Pakistan-USA relationships might become top military brass of Pakistan is assured by CIA that money would continue to be given to them if the mind control continues in Pakistan.
When I went to psychiatrist N?s psychiatric facility on 27th April, I was sitting at the sofa and was waiting for the meeting with the psychiatrist N. About six people came to me and forcefully gave me an injection and starting beating me. They literally continued to beat me and I continued to beg them to stop. They were very violent with all sort of slaps and blows on my face as I was sitting and they were standing. The beating lasted for more than twenty minutes and then they tied my hands and legs very tightly and put me on a bed and gave me another injection. I continued to ask them to loosen the knots but they continued to make fun of me. I was totally surprised since Dr. N had behaved very nicely in the previous meeting held at 20th with my mother and myself and I was sure she would declare me mentally sane on this meeting. After I was kept tied for about half an hour, a new guard came and opened my hands and legs and said that they would keep me at the facility for three days. The next day my medication in the form of pills started and I was also given two more injections. I was given about nine pills at night and about eight pills in the morning. I was still not given the opportunity to meet the psychiatrist N, and I was told several different things by different people including that psychiatrist N had gone to America, and she had gone to Islamabad. About three days into my treatment, I saw through the glass walls that psychiatrist N was interviewing her clients in her office. When I mentioned it to the staff, I was surprised that next day psychiatrist N had the glass walls treated and it was made dull so nobody could see through the glass but psychiatrist N still did not see me. After seven days, I was asked to meet psychiatrist N, and she said that she was unaware of the beating as she was in a meeting something that nobody could ever believe in their wildest imaginative parts of the brain. Psychiatrist N also assured me that I had no schizophrenia but it was a case of some mania. I was very surprised since I was not doing anything including my work very seriously in those days. I was just haphazardly devoting time to various activities. I am also known as the coldest person in house and I also have good relations with everyone while everyone else has some serious fights with others in our family. Psychiatrist N had to concoct some excuses to give me very large doses of medicine. Her staff continued to say that we are giving you drugs so that the effect of other drugs given to you by previous psychiatrists decreases while psychiatrist N had prescribed more antipsychotics of any other doctor I ever had before. I would write the details of drugs in a later post.Another acute problem I am facing is that my computers were taken in custody by the psychiatrist N?s staff and the computers that were working better with less gadgets on them remained in custody and they installed more devices on them to change my work and create problems for my research. I would request Americans that I have been sharing my research with everyone previously and I could have made large money out of some of that research but I still decided to distribute everything freely and this was the case even ten years ago when I had made Libor Market Model web and I had freely distributed my programs. I would request Americans to press upon their government to not change my programs and let me continue with my research. This is one activity that I would request Americans to ask their government to refrain from. If any American could help me with this, I would be very thankful to them and consider it their great deed for me. I would request American government again to not change my programs in anyway. I will be thankful to you guys if you could do this for me.They also continue to use gases on me and the gases settle on the body and when I Take a shower almost everyday, the water that comes off the body is dark black. I would again request Americans to ask their government to avoid the use of gases and let me live a natural life as a human. Again I will make this appeal to Americans, I am not a bad human and I do not wish anything wrong to your nation. I have used very different language here but that is mainly because I started to lose control after sixteen years of persecution. For about ten years into my persecution, I had not even told people at Wilmott about my persecution at all and I just thought that this bad patch of my life would simply just pass away. Most good humans would realize that this is not the fate of any human(especially the good ones) to be treated like this ever. Please help stop this activity if you can.