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Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: February 16th, 2019, 10:14 am
There is this problem that has been continuing for weeks or even months. I have mentioned about this previously. They attack my eyes with EM waves and I have far less visibility after the attacks. It has been continuing like this every second or third day since past two months. Now I have started to feel that there is already an irreversible and permanent damage to my eyes. Just two months ago my eyes were perfect and I never complained about problems with eyes but now, many times, I see blurred images and especially my far sight seems to have become damaged. My eyesight does become better and fine but such moments are relatively rare. And I find my self in horror when it becomes difficult to read large captions on huge TV in our home and the captions seem blurry. Just a few weeks ago, I was not feeling like that at all. And they continue to take neuro-transmitters out of my eyes all night and I have a feeling that something is missing from my eyes. When I would wake up in the middle of the night, I will have trouble opening my left eye and I would have to exert sheer force to open the left eye. Today when I wanted to go out on a drive, I was horrified to see that my eyes could not properly focus. It was a beautiful and sunny day and I just wanted to enjoy driving in the sun in the early spring weather but my eyes were not with me and it was hard to focus. It became a painful experience and I returned mid way through the path. On the way, I tried my tinted glasses and images were fr better all of a sudden but they responded by using directed energy in the eyes to force me to remove the glasses. I still have some hope since I can see far better with tinted glasses and that means that my eyes could possibly be fine. I Want to ask friends to protest against such behavior by mind control agencies and avoid damaging the eyes. The five hundred million dollar guy imposed on me has no sympathy for me and he will certainly damage my eyes permanently if he could control me by damaging the eyes and make more money. Our eyes are one of the most precious assets we have. Please protest against these people permanently damaging my eyesight and playing tricks on the eyes.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: March 2nd, 2019, 6:33 am
I have continued to write on this forum begging people to ask American mind control agencies to be better with me. It has partially worked on so many occasions but lately things have become too worse again. First of all most of this torture has to do with local agents and if I do not write about it, nobody gets to know since they are probably not asked for this torture and they do it for their own personal gains like more money.
Ok, I have been reporting about attacks on my eye-sight but nothing ever happened and things are better for a day or two after I write and then things become worse and they use all sorts of tactics to damage my eyes. Two weeks ago, I visited an eye physician and he told me that I had possibly permanently lost some eye-sight. He gave me number for glasses +1 for far vision for one eye and .5 for far vision in the other eye. And he said that it was strange how eye-sight can deteriorate this much in two months. So brain control agents were able to cause a permanent damage to my eyes. But they did not stop attacking my eyes after causing a permanent damage and they continue their attacks on my eyes to this day of my writing this post.
It seems that mind control agents are working on a policy of early death for me and they do not want me to live longer especially because of the hue and cry I have raised about their barbaric and inhuman tactics. Here I am citing a past incident when my blood pressure was 110/140. These agents have no regard for vital activities of my body needed to keep me healthy and alive and they basically just want money like Mr. 500 million imposed on me to retard me. Here is the account of my blood pressure increase to extremely high levels.
My sister insisted that the next injection is due today and I should get the injection. I resisted and tried to explain that earlier injection already had too many side effects. I told her the following recent side effects.a. Every night my mouth is extremely dry from inside and I would wake up several times and go to washroom and wash my mouth with water. This happens every night.b. I would feel short of breath several times. Of course, my breathing would not stop but I would have to breathe harder after that.c. After eating something sweet, the taste inside my mouth would change and become extremely unpleasant.d. I also spoke about my previous heart problems with the injections.She was however firm that I really should get the injections. We talked to another doctor that was known to my sister. He said that if his blood pressure and pulse are fine there is no problem, he should get the injections. I had not checked my blood pressure after I left the facility P. of Doctor A.When the blood pressure was checked, it was 110/140 and my pulse was 110. It was a random blood pressure check and I was not feeling any headache etc. My sister had to abandon the plans of injecting me and we decided to check with a cardiologist now. I also spoke to my mother in Saudi Arabia and we decided that I would follow treatment and advice of Dr. N after talking to him again.I have earlier claimed that some Americans involved in my persecution want my early death. I also make the claim that they block some neuro-transmitters that are related to most vital functions of the body like heart beat and other things with similar vital importance to sustain life in ourselves. I am extremely sure of this.Only five years ago when I went to Britain, I used to run for more than ten kilometers everyday in London for more than a month while carrying a small bagpack on my shoulders that had my important stuff in it and I would not have any issue of any sort.I would request good humans everywhere (including America) to raise voice against my persecution and strongly insist that EM waves frequencies related to neurotransmitters that are supposed to be vital to our life must not be used on me or any other human.Source: http://defence.pk/threads/machinations- ... z4DodIUFY7
I have another post like this about heart ache as well when they caused heart ache to damage my health. I continued to beg people to ask these people to not damage my eyes but there has been little improvement of my treatment and after a few days of let down, they start torturing me again and start attacking my eyes. And of course, these mind control agents have no regard about quality of my life experience and they continue to give me headaches when I sleep by focusing their waves where I would lay my head when I sleep which is another very potent torture tool.
I am not at my best at the moment and I am being very unorganized and unable to describe my true feelings and extent of torture.
As I told friends at the start that major reason for this torture are the local mind control agents who do not report this torture to their headquarters. Most of the agents have their powerful backers in united States and while the headquarters would tell these local agents to go soft, their backers would want the same degree of brain control and these local agents know that it is more important to keep their powerful backers happy and they would not go soft but would not report torture to their headquarters. When you become Mr. 500 million by swindling and staling money, it is very difficult to survive without keeping your backers happy since you know that they can ask you about the source of big money any day and you want your bckers to come to your rescue when headquarters ask you (Mr. 500 miliions) the source of huge money.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: March 18th, 2019, 9:47 am
My misery continues unabated. I switched to food from home more occasionally but they have started adding drugs to my home food and it keeps me miserable and lethargic all day long. After many days of getting hit with home food, I have decided to eat from outside.
It seems they want to continue to target me and mind torture me as long as there is any chance of my being successful in life. And they like to keep their target as miserable as they can. Last night, I woke up and walked out of my bed at least four times due to mind control torture at night and I have a very bad quality sleep and I am tired when I wake up after more than ten hours of sleep. They had started playing with my eyes again about three or four days ago but when I mentioned that I would write about it on my blog, the torture and damage to the eyes did not continue into the next day.
Summers are starting and they will be putting mind control gas all over in the ACs. It becomes very difficult to live without air-conditioning but air-conditioning becomes even worse due to gas coming out of it.
My brain is dry and I cannot write much but I would request people to see if they can help end my mind control torture.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: April 3rd, 2019, 3:26 pm
Things were marginally better until I was injected yesterday. I do not know what it is with the injections? Or may be they have started to contaminate the injections with the brain control drugs that injections have such a huge effect on me. Yesterday, after the injection, was not so bad but when I woke up at one p.m today, it was very difficult to move around. I am sure most of the friends do not know this feeling but you have to exert yourself to move around as if you were eighty years old. And walking up the stairs become a challenge. After waking up, I had food at home and then came upstairs and tried to just lie on the bed but I felt like vomiting several times. Oh, I forgot to tell, when I woke up at one p.m, I noticed that I had urinated in my clothes in the bed last night. And in the morning, I washed myself and changed clothes. There is another after effect of these injections that some glands like possibly tonsils obstruct my breathing and sometimes there is literally snoring like sound when I breathe from my mouth. When it is difficult to move around and even walk, life becomes a miserable experience. What is most surprising that mere injections at normal are not supposed to do this and they might have added brain control drugs in the injections and that is why my condition becomes so worse. I would again request embassies of different European countries to try to know which drugs are these that that they are adding to my injections to control me and get samples of Clopixol injections distributed in Islamabad.
I beg everyone including all good Americans to realize that this is no life to have shocks to brain and our perception of reality on a regular basis and be forced on drugs that sap total energy out of the body while you are totally innocent and your only crime is that you got noticed by some bad guys due to your talent. More than twenty one years have passed since they started using NEM mind control weapons on me and life has been a total torture. Please give me a chance to live like a total complete human now. And I am no longer a Muslim and I really do not believe in any religion. My religion is only to try to be good to people. Please do something for my freedom. I will try to write again tomorrow with my new experiences.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: April 3rd, 2019, 4:02 pm
There is another thing that I have been requesting on this forum but to no void. When I sleep at night, something settles on the inside of my upper jaw and my tongue. This absorbs all secretions in the mouth and my saliva inside the mouth becomes dry. This is a very painful feeling and I have to go to wash room many times to wash the chemical. It easily gets washed by water but it is very painful to live with it every day. As the temperature has increased recently, they have also increased the amount of substance that settles inside the mouth. Some people might be thinking how anything can go inside the mouth. I will like to tell people that gaseous substances go into the body of the mind control victims from every opening that we have. It includes our mouth, nose, ears, eyes, anus, tip of the penis, belly-button and other possible opening. And these openings are kept locked for a steady flow of gaseous substances into the body.
Again I request friends to ask these agents to not force this substance into my mouth that settles on inside of upper jaw and upper part of the tongue.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: April 21st, 2019, 11:35 am
I was injected two days ago. I kept sleeping yesterday. Today, I was not very sleepy but I felt very tired and it was especially difficult to walk around. After walking for a few meters, I would feel like lying down. I am already 46 but I am given injections and drugs as if I were 25 and it is very difficult for my body to withstand the effect of these anti-psychotic drugs. Towards the evening, I felt somewhat better and started walking with more ease. It was clear that I would be fine withing another day or two. Mind control agents were perhaps annoyed at my recovery and started playing their rude antics. When I went to washroom to urinate, I could feel a wave of heat getting inside my penis -- mind control agents were taking high frequency waves inside of my penis. After urinating I went and laid down on a sofa in a different room but I continued to feel inflammation inside of my penis. I urinated again after twenty minutes and had to experience a similar high frequency waves torture into my penis. But I was slightly better and went out on car with my mother to nearby market. I dropped my mother back home after about twenty five minutes and went to a bakery. And then I felt the need to urinate like anything despite that I had urinated twice in past one hour and that it was summers already. Mind control agents were controlling my need to urinate but I resisted and quickly came back to my car to get back home about 900m away. But on my way back, they used all sort of high frequency waves to charge my penis and make me urinate. I could literally feel warmth of high frequency waves around my penis and testicles. I stopped the car at the gate of the house and ran for the washroom. But even after urinating my inflammation and itching in the penis was not ending so I decided to write this post.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: April 27th, 2019, 3:13 pm
This is link to a web site and book by Dr. Robert Duncan who was a part of the team designing neuro-electromagnetic weapons for CIA. He has given a lot of details about these weapons in his book. For a brief review http://www.projectsoulcatcher.com/
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: April 27th, 2019, 3:16 pm
I received this email from peacepink's soleilmavis. here is the text of the email.
Soleilmavis has invited you to the event 'Robert Duncan's lecture in Cambridge, Massachusettson on May 1' on peacepink!
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Robert Duncan plans to deliver a "virtual lecture" to an audience at Landmark's Kendall Square Cinema, 355 Binney St. in Cambridge, Massachusetts, near the Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT) campus on Wednesday, May 1 from 7:00 to 9:00 PM Eastern time. Robert's lecture is entitled "Hacking the Human Mind, the Art and Science of Neuroweapons." This event is being presented courtesy of Allison Ireland.
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Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: April 27th, 2019, 3:28 pm
Here is the link to the invitation to Dr. RobertDuncan's lecture. http://peacepink.ning.com/events/robert ... n-on-may-1
Peacepink.ning.com has heartbreaking stories of thousands of people whose lives were destroyed by NEM weapons torture. Some of them have been thoroughly retarded and are no longer even able to write in good English. This site is very well known so CIA agents routinely sign up at peacepink and masquerade as victims and use abusive language and obviously untrue claims to destroy the credibility of thousands of other people who have been actually tortured and abused for life and who write true stories here. Many people who write here have already been retarded and are unable to think clearly anymore but are still made victims for life for the fear by CIA that they will reclaim sanity after the mind control ends.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: May 17th, 2019, 1:53 pm
I have been writing about my brain control persecution on Wilmott for more than ten years. Today I decided to write an extremely frank and candid review of my persecution spread over twenty years for wilmott friends and how it evolved. I particularly want to avoid writing about the hardships I faced since I have written about them before. I just want to write about the motivation of the persecution and the evolution of my life and circumstances over past twenty years.
I got my Bachelors electrical engineering degree from Northwestern university. I had transferred to Northwestern university as a junior after completing first two years at University of engineering and technology, Lahore. My first year at Northwestern was reasonably good and I had a GPA of 3.3. But in my last year, I lost all interest in engineering and my cumulative GPA of two years dropped to 2.5. After graduation, it was difficult for me to directly get a good job and I decided to continue my studies with a determination to work very hard in order to make up for hurting myself in undergraduate studies. I got admission in a masters in Economics program at NYU. After the first semester, I discovered that as a student of college of arts and sciences, I could take any classes in math department. I was very good at Maths throughout my educational career and it truly interested me so I took several classes in mathematics of finance. I worked extremely hard and I recall that on some weekends I would leave library only when the library would close. I would mostly be in the computer lab coding for some project. MS in Econ students did not have 24 hours access to computer lab but I fought with the administrator to say that I had paid money for my masters and I still could not have access to lab while Phd students who were on scholarship had been given off hours access to lab and administrator finally gave me 24 hours and holidays access to computer lab. I was living in Queens and had a car and I would drive to NYU campus everyday on my car. Many times, I would leave the lab at 2:00 or 3:00 am in the morning to drive back to Queens. I recall when once driving back to Queens my car got on a footpath since I was half asleep and I hardly avoided violent accident. I still recall one early morning, I was driving back from Manhattan to Queens and was closer to the bridge when I violated a red light since I was half asleep but only 200 meters ahead there was another red light where I stopped. A police car came from behind and police officer told me that I had violated a traffic signal. I told the police officer that I had been working all night at the lab and I was half asleep and if I wanted to break the signal intentionally, I would not stop at the second signal. Police officer looked at the back seat of my car where there were scattered more than 25 books that I had borrowed from the library. Police officer shook hands with me and allowed me to leave. I still recall when I would drive over the bridge between Manhattan and Queens at night, and would see the New York city lights, I would say that the city never failed to inspire me.
I was mostly alone when at NYU and I had no very close friends. I would be nice to everyone in the economics department and people also had a good image of me and they met me nicely and women in the department also liked me. Though I would also be attracted to women, I never tried to be close since I had bad memories from my undergraduate life in Northwestern where my crushes had almost spoiled my academic career and therefore I just wanted to concentrate on my studies as long as I would remain in school.
I tried to work very hard for computing in Finance assignments and the professor noticed my talent and he told mind control people about me. When mind control agencies checked my brain they told the people at NYU that I used several special parts of my brain that people normally do not use. This was told to me again and again by mind control people speaking in my brain that people were told about several very successful people in America who used some special part of their brain and I used many of those parts together. Since I lived mostly alone by myself, it was easy to develop crazy theories about me. Again I am not making this up but I was again and again told things like this that people had crazy and funky speculations that he would, in the future, become Muslim caliph due to his brain. When at NYU, I was not aware of any of these funky speculations. I was not a very devout Muslim. I never prayed even on Eids but I would fast in Ramadan and would eat Kosher only. I believed in God and Muslim faith but during my stay it all remained in some remote part of my brain since I cannot recall if I would ever be thinking of God or anything like that but of course, I was a Muslim but again it did not affect my decision making in anything other than avoiding alcohol and eating kosher. Once people knew what mind control agencies had to say, there was an overwhelming desire among some people at the university to somehow fail me and not allow me to become successful and they did that with an iron fist. Towards the end of MA degree, I wanted to continue with a PhD but things had already become too difficult. I had yet to complete my thesis when I decided to leave.
When I reached Pakistan, my family had already been taken into confidence by American agencies and they told me that my claims about American intelligence agencies were a disease and I needed to be put on psychiatric medication. I was given electric shocks by a psychiatrist at the start of my treatment. I was on so much medication that it was impossible to work. But I restarted my work and completed my thesis after three years and sent it to NYU for completion of my degree. There was a Japanese company in derivatives and they liked my thesis and research work and asked me to code derivatives models for them from Pakistan. They started by paying me 2500 USD per month at the start. All this while, I was on antipsychotic drugs since my parents were told that antipsychotics had to be given as long as some special parts of my brain would remain connected. After about two years, the Japanese company asked me to join them in their Tokyo office. It was a very small company that consisted of only two people other than me and they did derivatives valuations for institutions. When I reached Japan, I had to face the persecution with drugs in my food at restaurants. Since many powerful Americans were trying to orchestrate my persecution, and I was a total nobody and I was a Muslim on top of that, Japanese agencies had no qualms about drugging my food. After a month of torture, I resigned and left Japan and went to Iran. I thought of Iran as a country where CIA would not be able to intervene but they played Shia/sunni card and told Iranians that I was a Sunni who might become successful in Iran and gave them money to give drugs in my food. I tried to be myself and told Iranians that I had no big deal about Shia/Sunni but they would not stop. After only a week in Iran, I left and came back to Pakistan. I was put on antipsychotics again by my parents. I continued to work on financial modelling and developed many more models and told the Japanese firm from where I had earlier resigned and they offered me to restart work for them and I started working for them from Pakistan again. I continued to work for them for another six years and when I resigned in September 2018, they were giving me 8500 USD per month + 45000 USD bonus. This was a lot of money in Pakistan. I remained on antipsychotics for all this time. I tried to be free from the reign of my father and went to live in Karachi but Pakistan army arrested me and handed me over to my father in Lahore saying that I was a shizophrenic who had run away from his guardian. Several other times, I tried to leave my family but Pakistan army intervened and made sure that I live with my family and several times they would ask the psychiatrists to lift me from my home and keep me under detention on frivolous excuses.
In 2010, I applied and qualified for British Highly Skilled Migrant program and decided to live in UK. In my whole life, I was never so happier since I was under the impression that British were probably the most civilized nation on earth and they regard human rights more than any other people in the world so I would not find any more forced drugging and would live happily ever after. But some people in US had the same funky theories of my becoming a Muslim Caliph if I were allowed to become free and work hard towards a successful life. I am not making this up and many times mind control agents mentioned things like this people were saying to each other about me. Only after a few days in UK, I noticed that several beverages had started to get drugged in the stores and the situation continued to worsen everyday. I had a lot of money saved from previous years and I lived in the best hotels and traveled really a lot. On every weekend, I would go to scotland and hire a taxi for the day and roam in the mountain ranges of scotland. I had been free from antipsychotics after more than ten years and despite my persecution, I loved my freedom and really tried to enjoy. I had also rented an apartment in central London. It was impossible to find work in such an environment since I had realized that purpose of work would be to pin me somewhere so my persecution becomes very easy. After six months in UK, I became thoroughly sick of my persecution and decided to go back to Pakistan. I wanted to escape to some third country but UK authorities stopped other embassies from giving me visa. I am sure a huge amount of lies were told by British and Americans for all of this. Well while at UK,this supposed Caliph would roam around all day and watch a lot of porn at night.
After my return from UK, my family again detained my at a psychiatric facility where I remained for a whole one year. After becoming free from psychiatric facility, I started to work again in 2012 about my research on interest rate models. I was thinking that I would be able to sell these models to investment banks. But when I called up my contacts at investment banks, I realized that they were already being contacted by CIA and asked to not cooperate. I decided to give up doing business with investment banks and thought that I should do something that I can sell to more general public like option chain models or something similar. I did a lot of work on that but I was hospitalized on frivolous issues many times. I started working on HFT trading in late 2015 but Then in 2016, I hit on method of iterated integrals for ODEs and SDEs and developed them for about two years. In the meantime, mind control agencies were telling people that I was going to do something wrong insinuating me as a terrorist or extremist. On the other hand, I had continued to lose touch with my religious beliefs. I am one of those nerds who reads with great anticipation the news about remote parts of the universe or the story of some new fossil find. It is hard to believe in any religion when people start to believe that billions of years ago it was only microbes that created all the oxygen and that after the end of huge ice age, so many nutrients got washed from lands to seas that it caused cambrian explosion in life forms. At present day, I do not believe in any religion or God and agree with so many other people that we should get above these religious divides that false beliefs are causing. Instead of becoming a fanatic as a result of my persecution, I continued to become open minded since I kept my mind straight and continued to understand reason. Ok again about my being a terrorist or extremist, I have never touched a gun or a pistol in past twenty five years(I fired from gun when I completed a compulsory military training course in my high school). I have never visited or tried to visit any extremist web site ever in my whole life and you can verify since I am sure CIA has complete records of my surfing all my life. But when I cannot access other people to tell my side of the story, they become too bold in lying about me to accomplish their goals of failing me.
Even after my reasonably meaningful discoveries in the solution of ODEs and SDEs, I found that professors at several European universities were not ready to encourage me to join their universities because of what CIA told them and it was very heart breaking since just a year ago I wanted to devote myself to study and research in Mathematics. despite that I have no special background in mathematics more than just engineering and finance mathematics, I was able to do reasonably successful original research.
I have started research in HFT again and I believe that I am very close to breaking the code of successful HFT trading and would be completing this research in next few months.
But after twenty years of living with antipsychotics, I have become very mellow. I have no animosity for even those people who were behind starting my persecution and I completely forgive them but would request people to be more responsible with individuals when intelligence agencies tell them complete lies. In my case, These intelligence agencies were motivated to retard me since some extremely successful people in US were influenced by stories about parts of my brain that others do not use and the muslim caliph theories and there was a desire by intelligence agencies to please those successful people. And there was also a desire to make big money by agents in Pakistan and some of those agents have embezelled more than hundred million dollars each and they want this persecution to continue since I am a hen that lays golden eggs for them.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: June 1st, 2019, 1:21 pm
About a year ago, I used to write on this thread many times a day. Now I write only when there is something special or if some major problem arises. First of all, I must admit that things are on average far better now than they were at any point in past twenty years. I get good food and good water easily. Though there are still some drugged beverages brands on the market and I avoid coca-cola or pepsi-cola, there are plenty of other beverages in the stores that are free from mind control drugs. The best and the most important thing is that drinking water is good in many brands in Lahore city. I can also just drive down to some filtration plant nearby and water in the public water supply is also usually very good. I have to be thankful and I do not want to be complaining after all of this sea change in the behavior of mind control agencies. I still recall how I had to brutally struggle to get good water or "something good to drink" everyday a few years ago. The underground water of Lahore city was thoroughly and very systematically drugged and there was absolutely no brand of beverages that was without mind control drugs. I would drive to remote and poor neighborhoods of Lahore city and survived mainly by getting beverages that had been lying on shelf on very small stores unsold for several years. Sometimes when I would be lucky, I would be able to get good water from some small city several tens of kilometers outside Lahore. And everyday was an absolute struggle and the only thing on my mind would be how to get something good to drink and eat.
Ok, I am not complaining but I decided to write this post several days ago when I was forced on shameful and humiliating torture three days ago. They locked directed energy on the tip of my penis and it was very painful and unsettling for me. I urinated more than twenty times in two hours. I would feel better when I would be able to take a very small amount of urine out of my penis each time. They had done this two times previously for several hours but I did not write here since I thought that it was a self-humiliating exercise to tell people about my persecution like this but when they did it last time, I decided to write about it lest it becomes a common practice and starts to happen everyday. I would say again that many of these mind control people have absolutely no respect or regard for my or anybody's human dignity. I want people to recall how American army soldiers were openly urinating on prisoners in Abu-Gharib and most of the staff there knew about it but such humiliatory actions were considered perfectly normal by most of them. It was until the tapes were run on TV and news was on air everywhere that many of them started to think that we have made a mistake. Mind control agents are not very different and when they are angry about their failure in controlling me, they resort to punishing me using humiliating actions like targeting directed energy on the tip of my penis. I would like to ask Americans if such actions represent American ethics and mentality and if they do not represent American ethics I wonder why such things do not stop even after I write here openly about them. Please own your actions if you do not want to stop them.
Ok apart from all the good things that I mentioned at the start, they still release mind control gas on me that settles on my body and charges it. This gas is released on me when I drive in my car and in the bath room of my house. I also do not use air-conditioning despite scorching heat because of the huge gas that comes with AC air and when the gas is inhaled, it is highly mind altering in a very painful way. This thing never stopped in past twenty years.
If things are better today, it is because of a lot of struggle that I have done over past twenty years in telling people about my story and writing details of torture. But my struggle is not as important as the sacrifice of destinies of hundreds of my intelligent Pakistani fellows who were retarded forever by CIA just because they wanted to do science and technology in Pakistan. When CIA openly started its operations about fifteen years ago, major European embassies were telling Pakistan army to cooperate with CIA saying that this practice is also done in their home countries to people whose neurotransmitters might hurt society. American mind control agencies told people that they were experts at neurotransmitters and they only wanted to target those people who would be a threat to society due to their bad neurotransmitters. On top of that, American intelligence agencies distributed several hundred millions of dollars to people in Pakistan who helped convince others and advance that agenda that mind control agencies are indeed right and these people must be targeted. No wonder there was a completely thorough drugging of beverages in many major cities of Pakistan and all those beverages were drugged officially at manufacturing source. But when the targeting and retarding of intelligent people became an extremely common thing, there was a huge concern in European embassies why Americans were retarding so many people. Pakistan Army officials told foreign embassies detailed stories how everybody who wanted to start something serious in science and technology and was not already entrenched and well known in society was cruelly targeted and retarded. When it became obvious that American agencies are not targeting people due to any bad neurotransmitters as initially claimed and they were just openly retarding anybody who wanted to start something meaningful in science and technology, European embassies start writing to their parent countries that American agencies must not be believed in their claims. I continued to write for more than fifteen years on internet and my case became a special case that every major European embassy was observing. Due to scale of lies that were told to people and other embassies about me, they were totally shocked when I Was able to solve the problems of solutions of SDEs and ODEs despite that I had a very meager math background. It was realized by major European embassies that scale of lies told by American mind control agencies changes proportionately to intelligence and mental capability of the target. European embassies asked Pakistan army to tell absolutely everything about my past if I ever had any extremist or terrorist background and they were told that I had absolutely no such bad thing and I Was a basically very nice and a meek guy and a thorough geek. As a result of the sacrifices of hundreds of people retarded, now many European governments when asked by mind control agencies of United States to retard their citizen reply that they would not let any American agency do such things and would observe the individuals on their own and stop them from any wrongdoing and then they observe the target for special neurotransmitters and exceptional intelligence. But nobody wants to openly speak about it due to huge political, defense and trade ties with America.
I did not want to write this paragraph but then I changed my mind again and decided to write it. Many Good Americans would innocently ask me about the reason why American agencies would ever want to target Pakistanis doing science and technology and open floodgates of money to fund such projects. With a due apology to many good right wing people, I would say that right wing hardliners and religious conservatives are a problem all over the world. Buddha taught love for humanity like no man ever did but his fanatic religious conservative followers are ready to burn entire villages just because the target people are not buddhists. Take hindu extremists and how they treat muslims. And obviously the results and consequences of muslim extremism and fanaticism are well known to all of us and I do not need to say much about it. Mentality of many right wing hard liners in US defence is not very different. While you can find nicest of the mankind in plenty in United States, there is no dearth of people there who hate muslims and consider it a great thing to fail entire muslim countries and would be righteously elated when they participate in such activities. I believe that right wing hardliners in US defense are a very serious problem for rest of the world due to their hatred for muslims. Where you can solve many problems with muslim countries just by being earnest or honest, they would knowingly prefer to impose wars because it benefits them. OK I end my rant here but I think many people would have gotten my point. As far as an average American is concerned, most of them are very very nice people. Apart from the fact that religious teachings are usually no more than dogma, religious conservatives are usually not a problem, but they become a serious problem when their religion teaches or encourages hatred for others not belonging to their religion.
Another thing that I would like to mentione. Coffee in Lahore is thoroughly drugged with mind control chemicals. Nestle Coffee has been drugged with mind control chemicals for more than past ten years. This would be surprising for people but nestle coffee is imported in Pakistan from more than a dozen countries since Nestle localy manufactures coffee in so many countries. But Nestle Coffee imported from Brazil, Indonesia, USA, UK, Thailand or any other country is thoroughly drugged with mind control chemicals. Even the coffee imported from Russia is drugged with mind control chemicals. One exception is Nestle coffee imported from Ghana. I was driving from Islamabad to Lahore several months ago and I spotted Nestle coffee made in Ghana at a large superstore in a city midway. Some random importer had imported coffee because he probably got it too cheap as a Nestle brand. When I noticed it was Nestle brand, I knew it would most likely be drugged. But then I thought that retarding poor people of Ghana with mind control would be cruelty beyond imagination and the coffee might as well be good and I bought the coffee. And it was good. It was the only Nestle coffee in a glass Jar that I found good in past six or seven years. Ok, Nestle three in one coffee satchets are sometimes good and I have tried it many times last year. But currently there is almost no brand of Coffee in glass jars that is good in Lahore. Davidoff used to be good several years ago but in past two years, I have tried it more than six or seven times from random stores and it was never good and then I gave up on it. Similar is the case with many other coffee brands. Last month, I was able to find an unknown brand in a store and tried it and it was luckily good. But I have had no luck after that. Again either the coffee is drugged with mind control chemicals by all major coffee brands at the manufacturing source in so many countries or they ask major coffee importers in Pakistan who import on huge scale to drug the coffee before distributing it in Pakistan. This could not be possible without connivance of intelligence agencies in Pakistan. But I really cannot be sure which one of these two is the actual reality.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: August 5th, 2019, 7:59 am
I am writing this post for friends to help me if they can. I have been living under mind control by American secret agencies for past twenty years. I would love to live like a free human. Though this is a huge span of time, I have no grudges against anyone and I hold nothing against common American people who are not associated with mind control agencies. But I will still request American people to help me become free. I am given an antipsychotic injection every month now since it would be difficult to control me using mind control otherwise. I am a perfectly healthy person and would love to live freely from antipsychotics. Psychiatrics are bribed and they are backed by corrupt officers in Pakistan Army and my family does not let me see a psychiatrist of my own choice. It is all done on behest of American mind control agencies. Please let me live freely from mind altering medicine. I would again request good American people to force American agencies to stop making me a victim of mind control any more. I will truly be thankful to friends who would help me gain my freedom.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: August 7th, 2019, 5:30 am
I want to mention here that yesterday I was given an antipsychotic injection. It started having its effect today and for a week to ten days I might remain slow and dumb. I want to request friends again to force these American secret agencies to not give me any antipsychotics. It is unimaginable for many people how I would love living a life without antipsychotics. I want to thank friends for their support and help.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: August 7th, 2019, 11:13 am
I have been working on the Ito-Taylor density generation algorithm I presented for years. The algorithm is 99.999% perfect when the diffusion takes just one term in the drift. Only when a second term is introduced and there are non-linear dynamics that the program has problems for highly non-linear equations. Now, American services arranged to give me an antipsychotic injection yesterday and they want their sympathizers to finesse the whole thing slightly and publish it as their own work. I have been writing emails to ask people to read my program but they stop my emails so that their own sympathizers who would cite it as their own work would have little problems later when they do not give me any credit after packaging the whole thing in their own equations slightly differently. I want to ask decent people to ask them to not stop my emails. Please stop these religiously biased American neo-conservative agencies from raping me for all my life.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: August 7th, 2019, 12:59 pm
I just noticed your recent posts in the last few days. I have been taking an extended break from the Forum, but wanted to say hello. On the research concern - I think your work is very well documented here and also on SSRN, so you have a clear record of publication with time stamps and all. Hopefully that can help to protect your ideas and show authorship, at least to some extent.
In any case, it’s great that you are engaged with math and finance and I wish you good luck and inspiration in your work. It was very hot here early this summer - probably where you are too! But it’s been nice and cool this week, with thunderstorms and rain coming today. Perfect for reading, drinking my new jasmine tea, and thinking about life.
Take care and best regards,