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August 27th, 2019, 4:11 pm

Sorry trackstar, I did not notice your message. Only now when I wanted to make a new post that I found what you have written. Thank you very much for your best wishes. TS, my research is transported every day in the evening to some people in US. That gives a lot of people very unfair edge and it prompts me to put my research on internet even when it is relatively half baked so I could still make some claim of ownership and that seriously hurts my impression on people when some program does not work well in every respect, many people are disappointed. I would love to have secrecy and be able to work on my ideas towards a perfect completion before posting them on Wilmott but unfortunately I am not so lucky. Thank you very much for writing on my thread and it is very nice to see you happy enjoying life and I wish you truly enjoy all your life with same great happiness.

I wanted to write here today since I see many signs of people gearing towards a new round of persecution. Today, after my evening walk, I happened to buy drugged water and they had drugged water in the whole line of shops to the side of road I was expected to walk back home. I was being careful and did not buy water from the shop from where I usually buy water but it was still drugged despite that I bought it from a different shop. This must have been arranged within half an hour before I reached the street by Pakistani puppets of CIA. Water in a large bakery chain that had become good has turned to drugged water again. I am not being very extra careful in getting food but I have started to become more careful again after I was hit with drugged food from another bakery chain several times. Today when I got back home after two hours of walk outside, my computer that remained on and had been running all this time was being slow and several programs were crashing which was very unusual and I could not help thinking that they might have installed some device or software on my computer though of course I could not be sure. They probably do not need to add anything new since my computer remains in their complete control and I bitterly recall the time when they bravely changed my matlab programs and I had to protest all over internet about it. They have been better recently and only continue to "monitor" my activity on my computer without altering anything on my computer but that might start changing again in the near future if things turn bad and ugly again as I fear that they have already started to become worse.   
 
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August 28th, 2019, 4:03 pm

I am afraid that I would have to write more frequently on my thread since a lot of bad things have started to happen again. Today my mother brought me a delicious dish of meat which I always like and I ate the meat. I usually do not eat at home but I do not make a big deal about it and eat from home when something special is cooked and recently food at home had been good. But after I ate the meat, I started to lose something in my brain and I was unable to think properly and became extremely dumb. I knew that food was not good. In the past, whenever I got hit by bad food, it would still help if I could get some good food and drinks and it would help me regain my sanity. So I took my car and took a lot of good sweet drinks of different types and some good food and I felt relatively better and then I had some coffee at home and I almost regained myself. But this worked only because most drinks in the market are still good and food is not thoroughly drugged since the persecution process is only starting. It would continue to become more difficult as they drug the food and drinks in the market.
I want to ask all major European embassies especially German and French embassies in Pakistan to keep a close vigil on this persecution activity by American agencies. They should try to know what new frequencies are introduced in Johar Town Lahore and surrounding areas in an attempt to control me. They must also know how American agencies bribe Pakistanis and embassies should ask Pakistani agencies to give European embassies samples of drugs which are being added in food. Foreign embassies in a country are meant to protect interests of their own home countries and there is no reason to believe that American agencies do not want to adopt such practices on innocent European citizens when asked by jewish lobby(with an apology to all good jews but sorry I am thorougly innocent and still being brazenly raped) or some other lobby in their country. European embassies already know from my case that mind control victims are never any bad people. American agencies are not stupid to spend hundreds of millions of dollars to target bad people as they can very easily and cheaply take care of them and apprehend them once ill intentions are known and there are very valid legal means to take care of bad people. This is the same case about European victims of mind control. Only that I have been terribly lucky that they could not tell about my primary neurotransmitters and I continued to fight and continued to struggle to do my work and remained sane. Most victims are not so lucky and once their primary neurotransmitters are known, there is not even a whiff of talent anybody can smell about the previously talented people since human brain learns to work on the same type of primary neurotransmitters since its childhood. Once these primary neurotransmitters are removed, you cannot do anything out of the ordinary on other neurotransmitters and this is the case with most victims since their primary neurotransmitters get known. I hope European embassies in Pakistan would realize the importance of getting all this information since such information can easily be obtained in poor countries like Pakistan and then used back home to deter such things and better practices could be adopted back home to protect innocent but talented European people from mind control.
I want to tell all mad jews that I am a friend and I have no enmity with jews and I respect so many of them due to their accomplishments and contribution to humanity. So please do not become bigoted assholes and just chill and take it easy even if I do good research. I am not the one who would ever harm any jewish interest or anything like that. I just want to be friends and buddies with them. I really do not have any bad feelings for jews at all but there are people who are not ready to get off my ass.
 
 
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September 29th, 2019, 8:45 am

I believe I need to write more often to tell people about myself and all the bad things they do to me. But I will start by thanking a lot of good people who raised hue and cry after I wrote my previous post and mind control agents had to stop their persecution plans in their tracks. The world is not all dark and there are a lot of good people there who would try to save helpless people like me when they get to know about total innocence of the people targeted by CIA. I have always told friends that I was targeted by CIA because I had sheer talent for mathematics and some conservative hardliners hated the idea of my succeeding in derivatives and quantitative finance in United States with my Muslim and Pakistani background. And it is the conservative hardliners who control American military and intelligence agencies. I was a very very nice guy who even hated the idea of even talking loudly to anyone else. But anyway sometimes we just have very limited control over our own destiny and I do not want to fret about any past wrongdoings and persecution by American agencies and want to move on quietly into a life in which I am totally free. For more than twenty years, I suffered mind control persecution and I am already 46 and at this age I am far more mature and stayed than young people usually are and I have absolutely no hard feelings for anyone. I just want the rest of my life to be happy and free from any mind control torture. I would request all my sympathetic friends in United States to please press on these agencies to stop persecuting me now and let me live the rest of my life with freedom. I strongly believe that eventually human goodness will take over and defeat the hatred of people who consider intelligent foreigners a threat for themselves. 
At this stage, I would like to tell people that one strong reason for continuation of my persecution are American agents based in Pakistan. These are largely Americans of Pakistani descent and these people have a huge interest in continuation of my persecution. I Was a high profile target due to my talent and a lot of big name conservatives in United States were told and moved so as to influence the agencies to persecute me. It is difficult for American agents in Pakistan to find a high profile target who is well known to American conservatives. Point is that American agents in Pakistan of Pakistani descent want to continue to persecute someone actively in order to swindle money. When some targets are actively persecuted in Pakistan, a lot of money in hundreds of millions of dollars flows from US to corrupt and influential Pakistani people who are instrumental in silencing other good Pakistanis against drugging of entire cities and related bad practices. These US agents of Pakistani descent swindle seventy percent of the money and only give thirty percent to the influential Pakistanis as bribes. So these US agents of Pakistani descent have a huge interest that somehow some persecution activity continues in Pakistan and big money continues to flow into their accounts. These agents continue to tell things about me to hardliner conservatives making mountains out of molehills so that they would be willing to lobby more influential conservatives to press upon CIA that my persecution should somehow continue. These American agents in Pakistan have bought huge swathes of agricultural land around Lahore city worth several hundred million dollars and they want to make it residential area in Greater Lahore after the city made new roads in peripheral areas. These American agents of Pakistani descent now want huge money to develop these lands i.e to build roads, do sewerage works and lay electricity lines so that they could make huge returns on top of the hundreds of millions of dollars of swindled money. These agents become totally desperate once higher officials in CIA decide to stop persecution activities in Pakistan and they are in touch with hardliner conservative circles in US and they continue to lobby for continuation of persecution activity in Pakistan by putting hardliner conservative pressure on CIA officials to continue such activities. I would beg all good Americans to stop this vicious circle of persecution framed for good Pakistanis trying to do good science and technology in a very poor country. None of us is an enemy of US or has any hatred of US people but persecution strikes good people doing science and technology like lightning out of nowhere. I, for one, is a friend of US people and thoroughly respect all human beings who are good-natured. Please try to do anything to stop the persecution of good people doing science and technology in Pakistan.      
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

October 5th, 2019, 7:54 am

I have been telling friends that one of the major reason behind continuation of my ill fate are American agents of Pakistani descent. For almost a decade the major agents continued to make several tens of millions of dollars every year. They became too used to hitting the big jackpot every year. Now when there is very little persecution activity, these agents continue to machinate to somehow start persecution activity again so that they could make big money again. Now when I am doing somewhat creative work, these agents advise their backers in some American universities to steal my work and publish it as their own. They want their backers to take this matter non-seriously and stress that if situation deteriorates, they would control me in Pakistan. In fact these agents want their backers to publish my work as their own and then they want me to raise hue and cry. These agents know when a wrongdoing has actually been done and when I would make noise about it, there will be a lot of pressure to silence if the situation is grave and then my persecution will start again. The catch is that these agents will start making tens of millions of dollars again and this is the only thing that affects their otherwise blinded decision making. These agents really want something wrong to be done in United States so things heat up again and money flows for bribes so they can swindle their lion's share. I have utmost respect for most of the people in academia as this is probably the most noble human profession but I do not want to be wronged by a handful of bad ones. I also want people to do more research in anything I have done but I would only want them to give me the due credit and this is the only thing I ask for. I again apologize to people that I have to write such posts but my circumstances are so hard and so different that I decided to write it. I really wish that nobody has to face circumstances as I have been forced to face over past twenty years.
 
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October 6th, 2019, 5:53 pm

I want to tell friends that in two or three days, I will be given an antipsychotic injection. American agencies ask my parents to give me these injections. They also bribe the psychiatrists so that they advise that I must be given antipsychotic injections so as to stifle my creativity in mathematics. I want to request all good people and all good Americans to protest against it and please persuade the American agencies to not give me any antipsychotic medicine or injections. I am a very friendly guy and I am not psychotic in any respect at all. But when psychiatrists are bribed, they would simply detain me if I do not take injections. There is no law here about such crimes and army stands behind the psychiatrists and they know no law would ever hold them accountable so they play openly to make such crimes as declaring healthy people sick and detaining them upon their will and start giving antipsychotic medicine. Somebody told me that situation was very similar in US about a hundred years ago when psychiatrists there freely committed such crimes. When the law and armed forces are behind the psychaitrists, there is no use to argue since they would simply silence me by beating me as has happend to me several times. I want to request all good people to protest against forcing me on antipsychotics to stifle my creativity in mathematics. I would be truly obliged and indebted to friends all my life who could help me get off antipsychotic medicine by pressing CIA against it.
 
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October 7th, 2019, 5:38 pm

Some selected food and water is getting drugged in Johar Town Lahore area where I live. I bought water from a large store during my evening walk. Since I take the same path for walk every time, they knew which stores I can enter. And I bought water from a large store but it was drugged. I drank half the bottle of water and threw the rest after realizing that water was making me sick. A few minutes after taking water I started saying disrespectful things about people. After a few minutes of blurting such things I realized that I was being very off and disrespectful and I knew that this was effect due to bad water and then I made a conscious effort to correct my thought. These secret service agents have drugs that would make people thoroughly abusive about others. When I would be under the effect of such drugs, I would not be abusive but I would pick bad things about people and start ranting about it and when I would be under deep effect of drugs such process could become compulsive that it would be difficult to stop even if try to calm myself. I have written previously on this forum and some episodes when I received such drugs in food. Now they want to drug the selected food and water in area around so that I would possibly say or write something offensive on this forum and good people would lose any sympathy for me after reading the disrespectful remarks. I want to tell people again that they are already drugging selected food and water in the neighborhood I live and the purpose is to give me such drugs that make good people say offensive things and this is what they want me to write here so that people who want to see me persecuted would gain an edge over good people and succeed in their efforts that my persecution should continue. I Want to request good people to please ask CIA to stop giving such inhuman drugs in food in area where I live now. Please protest against such inhuman and animal practices. Please ask them to stop drugging the food. 
 
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October 11th, 2019, 2:09 pm

I want to tell friends and my well wishers that very recently persecution activity has started in full steam. All the drinks and beverages in the markets in the neighborhood where I live and in closeby neighborhoods are getting thoroughly drugged. Though I have also become extremely careful and go to far off areas of the city to get food and water, I still took a random drink today in a nearby neighborhood and it was thoroughly drugged and I started to lose something in my brain and I was unable to think properly and became extremely dumb. 
I want to ask all major European embassies especially German and French embassies in Pakistan to carefully watch this persecution activity by American agencies aided by moles in Pakistan army who are heavily bribed. I would suggest to European embassies that they should ask Pakistani agencies to give European embassies samples of drugs which are being added in food. Foreign embassies in a country are meant to protect interests of their own home countries and there is no reason to believe that American agencies do not want to adopt such practices on innocent European citizens when asked by jews or conservatives in United States. European embassies already know from my case that mind control victims are never any bad people. American agencies are not stupid to spend hundreds of millions of dollars to target bad people as they can very easily and cheaply take care of them and apprehend them once ill intentions are known and there are very valid legal means to take care of bad people. This is the same case about European victims of mind control. Only that I have been terribly lucky that they could not tell about my primary neurotransmitters and I continued to fight and continued to struggle to do my work and remained sane. Most victims are not so lucky and once their primary neurotransmitters are known, there is not even a whiff of talent anybody can smell about the previously talented people since human brain learns to work on the same type of primary neurotransmitters since its childhood. Once these primary neurotransmitters are removed, you cannot do anything out of the ordinary on other neurotransmitters and this is the case with most victims since their primary neurotransmitters get known. I hope European embassies in Pakistan would realize the importance of getting all this information since such information can easily be obtained in poor countries like Pakistan and then used back home to deter such things and better practices could be adopted back home to protect innocent but talented European people from mind control.
I want to tell good Americans that I went to a jewish university in New York. I did not know about the jewish charachter of the university until my persecution actually started. Some anal professors were slighted by my talent in mathematics since I Was a Pakistani muslim. This is typical of jewish-Muslim enmity in United States when it exists in some bigoted minds of people of both religions. Those professors continued to orchestrate my persecution for past twenty years. And now when I presented the semi-analytic solution to fokker-planck those professors have come to motion again to persecute me and the city is being heavily drugged very fast.
I want to write this disclaimer that I am very aware that most jews are not anti-Muslim and I am very aware of this anti-jewish phenomenon in a lot of anal muslims. But some jews in United states are not very different from those bigoted Muslims.
I would request all good humans in United States to please raise their voice against my persecution. I would like to contribute to body of human knowledge with my research. Please respect me as a human being. Though I was never a bigoted or narrow-minded Muslim, at this stage in my life, I have grown enough to have no belief in any religion. And I want to be friends with good natured people of all religions including of jewish religion.
 
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October 15th, 2019, 12:31 pm

I have decided to stop my research on stochastic processes. The city of Lahore is being drugged very fast and it is very difficult for me to do any meaningful research. I have been hit by drugged food multiple times in past several days and  my whole body and head is aching and even passing time becomes a torture. Before I started working on Fokker-Planck times were much better and I could easily get good food and water and try to enjoy life somewhat. I am already given antipsychotic medicine and injections and when mind altering drugs are added to water and food in the city, it becomes very difficult to survive or do anything meaningful. For years, I continued to beg friends to please do something to step my suffering and torture but nothing very serious ever happened and I remained on mind control. I am already 46 and it becomes very difficult for me to easily tolerate the effects of mind control drugs on top of antipsychotics and my whole body and mind has been aching for past several days. I have therefore decided to stop all research in stochastics until I am assured that I would not be maltreated with antipsychotics and mind control drugs for the rest of my life. 
Mind control agents who keep speaking in my brain using voice over skull have already taunted me dozens of times that research has to be done by "us" and not by people like you.
If I am assured that I would not be maltreated and my human dignity will be respected, I will restart my research.
 
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December 15th, 2019, 4:17 pm

I have been writing on this thread for many many long years. And there is a long story of disgusting treatment, torture and persecution here. CIA kept track of the people reading on my thread and while I used to write the stories of torture, they allowed me to write everything with great hubris and brazen disregard and continued to treat me with cruelty despite that I was writing everything on internet since they knew that few people read my thread and the ones who read were little moved. But then as my research advanced, my thread got some more coverage and now the American secret agencies do not like what I have written but they are still bent on controlling me. Now I believe that they plan to forcefully hospitalize me in a mental hospital for a long time and keep me on very high medication and continue until I feel that I have become total failure and then show me some hope after a period of prolonged suffering by offering me some opportunity in United States so I accept such an opportunity when I am feeling a complete failure. The purpose only would be to control me where no foreign nation can observe how I would be treated and how they machinate against me since all such acts they do here in Pakistan get known to a wider international audience not to speak about many Pakistanis who get to know about cruelties and injustices done on people like me who become targets. And then American infrastructure would be used to control me and I would be stopped from writing my stories of torture on internet. Before I say anything I want to tell American friends that I have absolutely nothing against them and I bond with them on a human basis based on the good things they have instead of anything related to their nationality and I have great respect for really a large number of good people there. But at this stage in my life, I do not want to go anywhere abroad and want to live permanently in my country especially if I could get my freedom back. I am 46 years of age now and at his age after having lived mostly in my own country, I do not want to live anywhere else. When I left US and my persecution started (almost a year ago before I left US) I was 24 years old, I was desperate to live in US as I thought that it would be really good for my future if I could succeed there but I faced only machinations, persecution and extreme brain control torture that forced me leave the country in the hope that I would not be persecuted anymore back home after I return to Pakistan. At this stage in my life I have absolutely no desire to live in US at all. I just want to beg good people and good Americans to stop American secret agencies for machinating against me with extreme cruelty like forced hospitalization and extreme antipsychotics drugging. For past twenty two years, I have been given very extreme antipsychotic medication despite that I was in perfect mental health and it is very hard for me to bear the effects of these drugs when I am close to fifty years of age. 
I want to tell friends that I do not write that often on this thread since I do not want to be whining and complaining until it becomes absolutely necessary. It seriously does not mean that torture on me has ended. They continue to control me with mind control and drugs that are added to food and beverages in the markets. Once I complained in a previous post saying that Pakistani agencies on behest of American agencies were drugging the city, indiscriminate drugging decreased but then systematic drugging started. Any food or beverage that I would like and buy multiple times, they would drug that particular beverage or food at many stores in that area. Other beverages and many other areas would remain unaffected. So there was no indiscriminate drugging of all beverages in the market of a particular area as had been the practice that continued till several years ago. But they are still drugging water, other beverages and food but only selectively. One of the things that has become totally impossible to buy in good form without drugs is coffee. They have absolutely and thoroughly drugged the coffee all over Lahore city. I have seven or eight glass jars of instant coffee of different brands that I bought from random far off stores but none of them is good. There was a very unknown brand and its coffee was luckily not drugged and I tried it but they made sure to drug the rest of the glass bottles of that brand in the store. I found that same good brand in another random store and again it was good but they drugged all the jars at that store and I could not buy anymore good coffee. Under mind control and also under the effect of strong antipsychotics, it becomes very difficult for me to work without coffee. Even the recent program I uploaded, I had completed it several days ago but then I became extremely lethargic and unable to write even the comments on my program to explain it for two days. Then I had small amount of coffee that I had kept on me in a sealed plastic envelope for past several weeks, and I took some coffee and then I had enough stimulation to be able to write comments on my program and upload it. If I had not taken coffee, the way I was being lethargic under mind control, it could have taken me another few days to post the program. So life really is not very easy but I continue to struggle.
I want to tell friends again that I have been on mind control for more than 22 years know. Please ask CIA or other mind control agencies to stop persecuting me now. Contrary to what some people might think, I really do not want to keep on complaining here on internet if  my persecution ends. I just want to live the rest of my life without any mental torture that is imposed on victims like me. I just want to move on with my life and forget the chapter of persecution and suffering that is spanned over more than twenty two years.
 
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December 29th, 2019, 1:25 pm

I want to tell friends again that I do not write on this thread unless absolutely necessary and many times there are episodes of torture but I keep those things to myself mostly since those activities are not that extreme as compared to what used to happen several years ago. When somebody beats you daily for several hours and then later a time comes when they just slap you a few times, you just thank God that you have not been beaten that hard that you were used to. But recently things have turned extremely ugly and I have decided to write again about it. My family was away for about a week and that gave me opportunity to work hard alone on the ideas I had about my research. I was also able to get some good coffee that I kept on myself and that also helped me to work hard. When mind control guys realized that I am working towards my exciting research with very good degree of success, they again resorted to use their old favorite torture tactics. There were many many things but I would mention only a few very inhuman things. In mind control they always use some charged gas that settles on the face, hair and the body and helps them control the neurtransmitters remotely with electromagnetic resonance. And I would wash my face, head and feet several times a day and it would give me a great feeling of relief and freshness when the charges get washed off the exposed parts of the body. But since I was working hard, they sent highly charged water in the water supply of my home and instead of giving me any relief, the water would starkly worsen my condition. As if this was not enough, they actively set up gas in the room where I was working. Again I want to tell friends that there are always charges in the air that settle on the body but when I talk about gas explicitly, it is something different and more extreme. This is gas that goes into the body with breathing and goes into the blood and combines with the neurotransmitters to neutralize them and it is an extremely sickening feeling. I left the room with the gas and came to a different room since I was alone in the house. But whenever I would go to the same room for brief periods to take something, I will have extremely sickening feeling. Then, after I made my post yesterday, they started directing microwaves on me and there would be extreme pain in my face and head and I was unable to do anything other than go from one room to other room to somehow avoid the torture. I would continuously beg mind control guys to not torture me but their was no let down. I passed several hours in sheer pain unable to do anything and then I simply slept under a thick comforter in a corner in the living room. So charged water in water supply is back, gases are back and torture with microwaves is already back.
I have been telling friends that my research is daily shared with people who were behind my persecution. Once they know that I am onto some exciting research many of these people ask the perps to increase mind control torture to stop me from my research. Since these malicious people wanted to control me all my life, they are extremely upset when they know that good people appreciate my research since these people wanted me to be a complete failure in life. Recently, I have tried to do good research and many malicious people would try all sort of tricks to discredit me of my research. If you are that big guns, why do you not do your independent research other than stealing my research. I would apologize to good people for writing these lines but I myself share my research with friends and I would love friends to do whatever they want to do like do more interesting research but taking my research before it has become public by the very people who lobbied for my cruel persecution for twenty three years is completely unethical, wrong and even evil. Again, I share my research with the intention to be helpful to others and I never want them to take any wrong meanings that I want to stop them from good research or other uses after I have made my work public. I am sure all good friends would agree that sharing my research by CIA (before I have made it public )with the very people who were behind my persecution is extremely wrong. I would request good people to please protest against it. Please try to deter these people from such wrongdoing.
Since I fear that my persecution would continue to escalate in coming days, I have decided to write a daily diary again everyday and I would invite friends to read it. I hope that exposing cruel torture as it happens would help me raise concern by good people to stop it.
 
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December 30th, 2019, 7:35 pm

Here is my chronicle for today. After writing my post yesterday, I tried to work but I was unable to concentrate properly. At around 7:00 pm, I noticed there was slight gas in my room and it caused some sickening feeling. I continued to try to do some work but I was not being productive at all. I was also scheduled to teach my nephew on skype who has exams in early January. Just twenty minutes before I was supposed to teach him, around 12:30 at night, I lied on bed thinking that I would remain awake but I really went into a deep sleep. My nephew called me a few times but I had no idea as I was fast asleep. 
I woke up around 9:30 in the morning. I tried to work but I was still not getting work done. At around 11:10 AM, mind control agents targeted microwaves at my neck and I had continuous feeling of pain and restlessness after that. After twelve, I went out in my car to have food and got some decent food at a food stall in Allama Iqbal Town. I tried to do work after coming back home and was able to get many ideas straight. I was able to do some work but several things remained to be investigated.  At around 6:30, I went out with my sister and dropped her at emporium mall. I got six 1.5 liter water bottles from a petrol pump on Multan road a few kilometers from Thokar Niaz Beg. I also had some food on the go and then took my sister from emporium mall and reached home at around 9:30. I tried to do some work after 10:00 and was able to get some work done. I may sleep after an hour now.
 
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December 31st, 2019, 6:58 pm

I remained awake at least for two hours after I wrote the above post yesterday. I woke up after 9:30 in the morning but my sleep was not good at all. They use some chemical that somehow settles on the tongue and lower part of upper jaw and it makes the sleep restless all night. I had complained about it several times in my posts several months ago when I was writing more regularly but they continued to use these tricks on me while I sleep. It becomes difficult to have a sound sleep when something has settled on my tongue and it constantly irks me during the sleep. After I woke up, I remained in the house till 12:00 pm and then left in my car. I had food at a small restaurant on Raiwind raod next to Thokar Niaz Beg. After having food I aimlessly drove around the city but I kept thinking how the year 2019 was. I also kept thinking about my research ideas. I would just drive at a very low speed and think about my research. I enjoyed it since I was able to understand several ideas when I thought hard. Sometimes they would give me light but unsettling pain in my neck with directed energy when I was driving my car. It was only around 3:00 when my mother called me and asked when I would get back home since she wanted to go out with my sister in my car. I drove back and reached home a little after 3:00. After coming home, again I did not do much work on the computer and kept thinking about research ideas. I got to understand several things I was doing. But from time to time, they continued to use light energy microwaves on my neck. It would not be extremely painful but it would still be enough to put you off. I also prepared some notes about problems in Industrial engineering for my nephew so he could understand them easily and sent the notes to him thorough whatsApp. After 7:30, I went out in my car and had it filled with petrol as price of petrol was supposed to increase tomorrow. I also bought six 1.5 liter water bottles to drink water and wash myself from time to time. I again drove around for a little bit as it was the last day of the year. I had some food again from Arbaian delights bakery on Ferozpur road. When I returned it was already more than 10:00 pm. I called my nephew and asked him if he was ready to study industrial economics from me but he said that he was going out and we should probably put it off till the next day. He also probably wanted to go out to enjoy new year's night in London.
I then browsed some news on internet and then wrote this post. \
I would request friends to really stress on mind control agencies to end this torture on me with microwaves and chemicals that settle on tongue while I sleep. There are several people who want these agents to keep putting me on microwaves so I could not work and they would take my work and present it as their own after adding some material.
 
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January 1st, 2020, 8:27 pm

I am a bit tired and half asleep while writing my journal so I will try to keep it short. Yesterday.after I wrote the previous post, they used microwaves on my neck and caused pain. I was very tired at the time of sleeping and decided to sleep despite that I wanted to get some work done but they kept me awake(in the bed) for several hours and it was only close to morning when I was able to sleep. They wanted to keep me awake so I would not be able to do any productive work. I Was able to get up only close to 12:00 pm in the day. When I used the soap in my room today, my face was charged and I started to lose a lot of awareness and consciousness in my mind. I am sure they came to my house in my absence and put mind control chemicals in the soap. They used to do such tricks very regularly about two years ago and I had to keep a soap on myself in my pocket all the time. They have started doing the same thing again. I believe that reason for this sudden burst of persecution is because some people have realized potential of my research work and they want me to be tortured and retarded sp they can easily take the credit for it.  Another reason for my continued persecution is that agents in Pakistan are a major problem. When lavish bribes were given to Pakistan army and other influential people, many of these agents swindled several hundred million dollars over a decade. Now mind control has relatively decreased and they no longer drug the entire cities systematically, however these agents want mind control to continue so they can continue to swindle a few million dollars every year. These agents are also afraid once mind control ends, and they are recalled back to United States, it would be impossible for them to hide their huge wealth of several hundred million dollars. And therefore these agents actively insinuate some professors to steal my research since they know once things escalate, these agents would become more relevant and more needed to silence me with mind control and their would be more pressure to continue my mind control especially from those people who were behind starting mind control on me, 
I forgot to mention that from time to time there would be severe irritation and itching in my back . Since I almost never wrote about it even when they used these tactics in the past, now they resorted to use these tactics far more often thinking I would again not mention such self-humiliating things like that and they continued to charge and cause irritation and itching in my back.
I made some noodles at around one and tried to do some work.In the evening I went out after four and came back home at around 7:00. I brought home two six liter water bottles. I also picked some other drinks on the way. In my car I spoke/ranted about mind control and American values and informing people about my mind control. I said that I believed that this is enough goodness in a society that many people have to keep a pretense of being good once they know that people are watching and even bad people strongly refrain from doing bad things once they know that their actions would get known to general public. After coming back home I did work on my research. I also taught my nephew for almost an hour at around 10:00 pm. I will be sleeping in a bit now. 
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

January 2nd, 2020, 10:40 pm

I woke up around nine today.  A little bit later my parents left for Islamabad. I will be alone in the home till Sunday when they will return. At around eleven, I left on my car and got some food and water and brought it home. I had my meal at home at around one pm. Then I just tried to do my work. It was a better day and I was able to get some work done. Though mind control would try to stop me from working but they were not very nasty and actually far better than before. There was nothing very special but for next two days, I would try to work hard and complete my work as much as I can. I am very confident that I would be able to complete the work on correlated path integrals in next few days and then move on to correlated path integrals with varying weights and varying variance on the SDE. I am very hopeful that we would also be able to specify swap-like and option-like coupons and then find the densities of the path integrals of the instruments with those coupons. I will be sleeping now and just hope to be able to work alone for next two days. If mind control turns ugly again tomorrow, I will surely mention that.
 
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Re: How to safeguard my research

January 3rd, 2020, 11:34 pm

I woke up after 9:00 am. My sleep was particularly bad since they had again diffused chemicals into my mouth that would settle on the tongue and really make me feel sick. I left around 10:00 in my car and returned after 1:30 pm. I had bought food and water. In my car and later at home they continued to give me severe itching in the back and I would become very restless due to that. I basically worked most of the day and wasted a small bit of time. Many times during the work, it was becoming very difficult to do meaningful work as they would continue to play with neurotransmitters and I would feel very dumb. I will be sleeping now. 
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