I want to tell friends again that I do not write on this thread unless absolutely necessary and many times there are episodes of torture but I keep those things to myself mostly since those activities are not that extreme as compared to what used to happen several years ago. When somebody beats you daily for several hours and then later a time comes when they just slap you a few times, you just thank God that you have not been beaten that hard that you were used to. But recently things have turned extremely ugly and I have decided to write again about it. My family was away for about a week and that gave me opportunity to work hard alone on the ideas I had about my research. I was also able to get some good coffee that I kept on myself and that also helped me to work hard. When mind control guys realized that I am working towards my exciting research with very good degree of success, they again resorted to use their old favorite torture tactics. There were many many things but I would mention only a few very inhuman things. In mind control they always use some charged gas that settles on the face, hair and the body and helps them control the neurtransmitters remotely with electromagnetic resonance. And I would wash my face, head and feet several times a day and it would give me a great feeling of relief and freshness when the charges get washed off the exposed parts of the body. But since I was working hard, they sent highly charged water in the water supply of my home and instead of giving me any relief, the water would starkly worsen my condition. As if this was not enough, they actively set up gas in the room where I was working. Again I want to tell friends that there are always charges in the air that settle on the body but when I talk about gas explicitly, it is something different and more extreme. This is gas that goes into the body with breathing and goes into the blood and combines with the neurotransmitters to neutralize them and it is an extremely sickening feeling. I left the room with the gas and came to a different room since I was alone in the house. But whenever I would go to the same room for brief periods to take something, I will have extremely sickening feeling. Then, after I made my post yesterday, they started directing microwaves on me and there would be extreme pain in my face and head and I was unable to do anything other than go from one room to other room to somehow avoid the torture. I would continuously beg mind control guys to not torture me but their was no let down. I passed several hours in sheer pain unable to do anything and then I simply slept under a thick comforter in a corner in the living room. So charged water in water supply is back, gases are back and torture with microwaves is already back.
I have been telling friends that my research is daily shared with people who were behind my persecution. Once they know that I am onto some exciting research many of these people ask the perps to increase mind control torture to stop me from my research. Since these malicious people wanted to control me all my life, they are extremely upset when they know that good people appreciate my research since these people wanted me to be a complete failure in life. Recently, I have tried to do good research and many malicious people would try all sort of tricks to discredit me of my research. If you are that big guns, why do you not do your independent research other than stealing my research. I would apologize to good people for writing these lines but I myself share my research with friends and I would love friends to do whatever they want to do like do more interesting research but taking my research before it has become public by the very people who lobbied for my cruel persecution for twenty three years is completely unethical, wrong and even evil. Again, I share my research with the intention to be helpful to others and I never want them to take any wrong meanings that I want to stop them from good research or other uses after I have made my work public. I am sure all good friends would agree that sharing my research by CIA (before I have made it public )with the very people who were behind my persecution is extremely wrong. I would request good people to please protest against it. Please try to deter these people from such wrongdoing.
Since I fear that my persecution would continue to escalate in coming days, I have decided to write a daily diary again everyday and I would invite friends to read it. I hope that exposing cruel torture as it happens would help me raise concern by good people to stop it.