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Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: August 27th, 2019, 4:11 pm
Sorry trackstar, I did not notice your message. Only now when I wanted to make a new post that I found what you have written. Thank you very much for your best wishes. TS, my research is transported every day in the evening to some people in US. That gives a lot of people very unfair edge and it prompts me to put my research on internet even when it is relatively half baked so I could still make some claim of ownership and that seriously hurts my impression on people when some program does not work well in every respect, many people are disappointed. I would love to have secrecy and be able to work on my ideas towards a perfect completion before posting them on Wilmott but unfortunately I am not so lucky. Thank you very much for writing on my thread and it is very nice to see you happy enjoying life and I wish you truly enjoy all your life with same great happiness.
I wanted to write here today since I see many signs of people gearing towards a new round of persecution. Today, after my evening walk, I happened to buy drugged water and they had drugged water in the whole line of shops to the side of road I was expected to walk back home. I was being careful and did not buy water from the shop from where I usually buy water but it was still drugged despite that I bought it from a different shop. This must have been arranged within half an hour before I reached the street by Pakistani puppets of CIA. Water in a large bakery chain that had become good has turned to drugged water again. I am not being very extra careful in getting food but I have started to become more careful again after I was hit with drugged food from another bakery chain several times. Today when I got back home after two hours of walk outside, my computer that remained on and had been running all this time was being slow and several programs were crashing which was very unusual and I could not help thinking that they might have installed some device or software on my computer though of course I could not be sure. They probably do not need to add anything new since my computer remains in their complete control and I bitterly recall the time when they bravely changed my matlab programs and I had to protest all over internet about it. They have been better recently and only continue to "monitor" my activity on my computer without altering anything on my computer but that might start changing again in the near future if things turn bad and ugly again as I fear that they have already started to become worse.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: August 28th, 2019, 4:03 pm
I am afraid that I would have to write more frequently on my thread since a lot of bad things have started to happen again. Today my mother brought me a delicious dish of meat which I always like and I ate the meat. I usually do not eat at home but I do not make a big deal about it and eat from home when something special is cooked and recently food at home had been good. But after I ate the meat, I started to lose something in my brain and I was unable to think properly and became extremely dumb. I knew that food was not good. In the past, whenever I got hit by bad food, it would still help if I could get some good food and drinks and it would help me regain my sanity. So I took my car and took a lot of good sweet drinks of different types and some good food and I felt relatively better and then I had some coffee at home and I almost regained myself. But this worked only because most drinks in the market are still good and food is not thoroughly drugged since the persecution process is only starting. It would continue to become more difficult as they drug the food and drinks in the market.
I want to ask all major European embassies especially German and French embassies in Pakistan to keep a close vigil on this persecution activity by American agencies. They should try to know what new frequencies are introduced in Johar Town Lahore and surrounding areas in an attempt to control me. They must also know how American agencies bribe Pakistanis and embassies should ask Pakistani agencies to give European embassies samples of drugs which are being added in food. Foreign embassies in a country are meant to protect interests of their own home countries and there is no reason to believe that American agencies do not want to adopt such practices on innocent European citizens when asked by jewish lobby(with an apology to all good jews but sorry I am thorougly innocent and still being brazenly raped) or some other lobby in their country. European embassies already know from my case that mind control victims are never any bad people. American agencies are not stupid to spend hundreds of millions of dollars to target bad people as they can very easily and cheaply take care of them and apprehend them once ill intentions are known and there are very valid legal means to take care of bad people. This is the same case about European victims of mind control. Only that I have been terribly lucky that they could not tell about my primary neurotransmitters and I continued to fight and continued to struggle to do my work and remained sane. Most victims are not so lucky and once their primary neurotransmitters are known, there is not even a whiff of talent anybody can smell about the previously talented people since human brain learns to work on the same type of primary neurotransmitters since its childhood. Once these primary neurotransmitters are removed, you cannot do anything out of the ordinary on other neurotransmitters and this is the case with most victims since their primary neurotransmitters get known. I hope European embassies in Pakistan would realize the importance of getting all this information since such information can easily be obtained in poor countries like Pakistan and then used back home to deter such things and better practices could be adopted back home to protect innocent but talented European people from mind control.
I want to tell all mad jews that I am a friend and I have no enmity with jews and I respect so many of them due to their accomplishments and contribution to humanity. So please do not become bigoted assholes and just chill and take it easy even if I do good research. I am not the one who would ever harm any jewish interest or anything like that. I just want to be friends and buddies with them. I really do not have any bad feelings for jews at all but there are people who are not ready to get off my ass.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: September 29th, 2019, 8:45 am
I believe I need to write more often to tell people about myself and all the bad things they do to me. But I will start by thanking a lot of good people who raised hue and cry after I wrote my previous post and mind control agents had to stop their persecution plans in their tracks. The world is not all dark and there are a lot of good people there who would try to save helpless people like me when they get to know about total innocence of the people targeted by CIA. I have always told friends that I was targeted by CIA because I had sheer talent for mathematics and some conservative hardliners hated the idea of my succeeding in derivatives and quantitative finance in United States with my Muslim and Pakistani background. And it is the conservative hardliners who control American military and intelligence agencies. I was a very very nice guy who even hated the idea of even talking loudly to anyone else. But anyway sometimes we just have very limited control over our own destiny and I do not want to fret about any past wrongdoings and persecution by American agencies and want to move on quietly into a life in which I am totally free. For more than twenty years, I suffered mind control persecution and I am already 46 and at this age I am far more mature and stayed than young people usually are and I have absolutely no hard feelings for anyone. I just want the rest of my life to be happy and free from any mind control torture. I would request all my sympathetic friends in United States to please press on these agencies to stop persecuting me now and let me live the rest of my life with freedom. I strongly believe that eventually human goodness will take over and defeat the hatred of people who consider intelligent foreigners a threat for themselves.
At this stage, I would like to tell people that one strong reason for continuation of my persecution are American agents based in Pakistan. These are largely Americans of Pakistani descent and these people have a huge interest in continuation of my persecution. I Was a high profile target due to my talent and a lot of big name conservatives in United States were told and moved so as to influence the agencies to persecute me. It is difficult for American agents in Pakistan to find a high profile target who is well known to American conservatives. Point is that American agents in Pakistan of Pakistani descent want to continue to persecute someone actively in order to swindle money. When some targets are actively persecuted in Pakistan, a lot of money in hundreds of millions of dollars flows from US to corrupt and influential Pakistani people who are instrumental in silencing other good Pakistanis against drugging of entire cities and related bad practices. These US agents of Pakistani descent swindle seventy percent of the money and only give thirty percent to the influential Pakistanis as bribes. So these US agents of Pakistani descent have a huge interest that somehow some persecution activity continues in Pakistan and big money continues to flow into their accounts. These agents continue to tell things about me to hardliner conservatives making mountains out of molehills so that they would be willing to lobby more influential conservatives to press upon CIA that my persecution should somehow continue. These American agents in Pakistan have bought huge swathes of agricultural land around Lahore city worth several hundred million dollars and they want to make it residential area in Greater Lahore after the city made new roads in peripheral areas. These American agents of Pakistani descent now want huge money to develop these lands i.e to build roads, do sewerage works and lay electricity lines so that they could make huge returns on top of the hundreds of millions of dollars of swindled money. These agents become totally desperate once higher officials in CIA decide to stop persecution activities in Pakistan and they are in touch with hardliner conservative circles in US and they continue to lobby for continuation of persecution activity in Pakistan by putting hardliner conservative pressure on CIA officials to continue such activities. I would beg all good Americans to stop this vicious circle of persecution framed for good Pakistanis trying to do good science and technology in a very poor country. None of us is an enemy of US or has any hatred of US people but persecution strikes good people doing science and technology like lightning out of nowhere. I, for one, is a friend of US people and thoroughly respect all human beings who are good-natured. Please try to do anything to stop the persecution of good people doing science and technology in Pakistan.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: October 5th, 2019, 7:54 am
I have been telling friends that one of the major reason behind continuation of my ill fate are American agents of Pakistani descent. For almost a decade the major agents continued to make several tens of millions of dollars every year. They became too used to hitting the big jackpot every year. Now when there is very little persecution activity, these agents continue to machinate to somehow start persecution activity again so that they could make big money again. Now when I am doing somewhat creative work, these agents advise their backers in some American universities to steal my work and publish it as their own. They want their backers to take this matter non-seriously and stress that if situation deteriorates, they would control me in Pakistan. In fact these agents want their backers to publish my work as their own and then they want me to raise hue and cry. These agents know when a wrongdoing has actually been done and when I would make noise about it, there will be a lot of pressure to silence if the situation is grave and then my persecution will start again. The catch is that these agents will start making tens of millions of dollars again and this is the only thing that affects their otherwise blinded decision making. These agents really want something wrong to be done in United States so things heat up again and money flows for bribes so they can swindle their lion's share. I have utmost respect for most of the people in academia as this is probably the most noble human profession but I do not want to be wronged by a handful of bad ones. I also want people to do more research in anything I have done but I would only want them to give me the due credit and this is the only thing I ask for. I again apologize to people that I have to write such posts but my circumstances are so hard and so different that I decided to write it. I really wish that nobody has to face circumstances as I have been forced to face over past twenty years.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: October 6th, 2019, 5:53 pm
I want to tell friends that in two or three days, I will be given an antipsychotic injection. American agencies ask my parents to give me these injections. They also bribe the psychiatrists so that they advise that I must be given antipsychotic injections so as to stifle my creativity in mathematics. I want to request all good people and all good Americans to protest against it and please persuade the American agencies to not give me any antipsychotic medicine or injections. I am a very friendly guy and I am not psychotic in any respect at all. But when psychiatrists are bribed, they would simply detain me if I do not take injections. There is no law here about such crimes and army stands behind the psychiatrists and they know no law would ever hold them accountable so they play openly to make such crimes as declaring healthy people sick and detaining them upon their will and start giving antipsychotic medicine. Somebody told me that situation was very similar in US about a hundred years ago when psychiatrists there freely committed such crimes. When the law and armed forces are behind the psychaitrists, there is no use to argue since they would simply silence me by beating me as has happend to me several times. I want to request all good people to protest against forcing me on antipsychotics to stifle my creativity in mathematics. I would be truly obliged and indebted to friends all my life who could help me get off antipsychotic medicine by pressing CIA against it.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: October 7th, 2019, 5:38 pm
Some selected food and water is getting drugged in Johar Town Lahore area where I live. I bought water from a large store during my evening walk. Since I take the same path for walk every time, they knew which stores I can enter. And I bought water from a large store but it was drugged. I drank half the bottle of water and threw the rest after realizing that water was making me sick. A few minutes after taking water I started saying disrespectful things about people. After a few minutes of blurting such things I realized that I was being very off and disrespectful and I knew that this was effect due to bad water and then I made a conscious effort to correct my thought. These secret service agents have drugs that would make people thoroughly abusive about others. When I would be under the effect of such drugs, I would not be abusive but I would pick bad things about people and start ranting about it and when I would be under deep effect of drugs such process could become compulsive that it would be difficult to stop even if try to calm myself. I have written previously on this forum and some episodes when I received such drugs in food. Now they want to drug the selected food and water in area around so that I would possibly say or write something offensive on this forum and good people would lose any sympathy for me after reading the disrespectful remarks. I want to tell people again that they are already drugging selected food and water in the neighborhood I live and the purpose is to give me such drugs that make good people say offensive things and this is what they want me to write here so that people who want to see me persecuted would gain an edge over good people and succeed in their efforts that my persecution should continue. I Want to request good people to please ask CIA to stop giving such inhuman drugs in food in area where I live now. Please protest against such inhuman and animal practices. Please ask them to stop drugging the food.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: October 11th, 2019, 2:09 pm
I want to tell friends and my well wishers that very recently persecution activity has started in full steam. All the drinks and beverages in the markets in the neighborhood where I live and in closeby neighborhoods are getting thoroughly drugged. Though I have also become extremely careful and go to far off areas of the city to get food and water, I still took a random drink today in a nearby neighborhood and it was thoroughly drugged and I started to lose something in my brain and I was unable to think properly and became extremely dumb.
I want to ask all major European embassies especially German and French embassies in Pakistan to carefully watch this persecution activity by American agencies aided by moles in Pakistan army who are heavily bribed. I would suggest to European embassies that they should ask Pakistani agencies to give European embassies samples of drugs which are being added in food. Foreign embassies in a country are meant to protect interests of their own home countries and there is no reason to believe that American agencies do not want to adopt such practices on innocent European citizens when asked by jews or conservatives in United States. European embassies already know from my case that mind control victims are never any bad people. American agencies are not stupid to spend hundreds of millions of dollars to target bad people as they can very easily and cheaply take care of them and apprehend them once ill intentions are known and there are very valid legal means to take care of bad people. This is the same case about European victims of mind control. Only that I have been terribly lucky that they could not tell about my primary neurotransmitters and I continued to fight and continued to struggle to do my work and remained sane. Most victims are not so lucky and once their primary neurotransmitters are known, there is not even a whiff of talent anybody can smell about the previously talented people since human brain learns to work on the same type of primary neurotransmitters since its childhood. Once these primary neurotransmitters are removed, you cannot do anything out of the ordinary on other neurotransmitters and this is the case with most victims since their primary neurotransmitters get known. I hope European embassies in Pakistan would realize the importance of getting all this information since such information can easily be obtained in poor countries like Pakistan and then used back home to deter such things and better practices could be adopted back home to protect innocent but talented European people from mind control.
I want to tell good Americans that I went to a jewish university in New York. I did not know about the jewish charachter of the university until my persecution actually started. Some anal professors were slighted by my talent in mathematics since I Was a Pakistani muslim. This is typical of jewish-Muslim enmity in United States when it exists in some bigoted minds of people of both religions. Those professors continued to orchestrate my persecution for past twenty years. And now when I presented the semi-analytic solution to fokker-planck those professors have come to motion again to persecute me and the city is being heavily drugged very fast.
I want to write this disclaimer that I am very aware that most jews are not anti-Muslim and I am very aware of this anti-jewish phenomenon in a lot of anal muslims. But some jews in United states are not very different from those bigoted Muslims.
I would request all good humans in United States to please raise their voice against my persecution. I would like to contribute to body of human knowledge with my research. Please respect me as a human being. Though I was never a bigoted or narrow-minded Muslim, at this stage in my life, I have grown enough to have no belief in any religion. And I want to be friends with good natured people of all religions including of jewish religion.
Re: How to safeguard my research
Posted: October 15th, 2019, 12:31 pm
I have decided to stop my research on stochastic processes. The city of Lahore is being drugged very fast and it is very difficult for me to do any meaningful research. I have been hit by drugged food multiple times in past several days and my whole body and head is aching and even passing time becomes a torture. Before I started working on Fokker-Planck times were much better and I could easily get good food and water and try to enjoy life somewhat. I am already given antipsychotic medicine and injections and when mind altering drugs are added to water and food in the city, it becomes very difficult to survive or do anything meaningful. For years, I continued to beg friends to please do something to step my suffering and torture but nothing very serious ever happened and I remained on mind control. I am already 46 and it becomes very difficult for me to easily tolerate the effects of mind control drugs on top of antipsychotics and my whole body and mind has been aching for past several days. I have therefore decided to stop all research in stochastics until I am assured that I would not be maltreated with antipsychotics and mind control drugs for the rest of my life.
Mind control agents who keep speaking in my brain using voice over skull have already taunted me dozens of times that research has to be done by "us" and not by people like you.
If I am assured that I would not be maltreated and my human dignity will be respected, I will restart my research.