Friends, in a previous post I told friends how staff at a lady psychiatrist's hospital started beating me and abused me. During past twenty three years, there have been many many instances of my obvious abuse by different psychiatrists. I will describe some of those instances in this post.
When I came from United States and till fifteen years after that, my father would proudly ask me that I could see any psychiatrist I wish. This was because Pakistan army was managing my persecution and they would force psychiatrists to declare me schizophrenic and my father was told that every psychiatrist would be forced to cooperate. However, by chance in 2016, I came across a psychiatrist who was far better. I never told him that I was under mind control but whenever he interviewed me, he always said after the interview that I was perfectly sane and mentally healthy. When my family would force him to increase the dosage of antipsychotics, the doctor first told me that I should not live with my family and make a comprehensive plan to support myself and become independent (such a plan could never work since Pakistan army was threatening people in Pakistan to not give me any business and CIA was making sure that every contact I would reach for work in Europe (and Singapore/ Japan /Australia) would be approached by CIA telling them that I was a very bad guy and they must not do business with me. I had not told the doctor any such thing that intelligence agencies were after me.) When I told the good doctor how previous psychiatrists had abused me, he would tell me that this used to be a very widespread practice in America hundred years ago to wrong mentally healthy humans by using corrupt psychiatrists as instruments to detain them and strip them of their sanity. The good doctor I am talking about was American national with Pakistan background who had practiced psychiatry in America for over twenty years and had returned to Pakistan. That good doctor kept me on very low antipsychotics (1 mg resperidone per day) and that too on extreme insistence of my family. It was only during that time of treatment by that doctor that I got my first break in research and I solved the problem of high order monte carlo simulations (and analytic series solution of ODEs) and posted that solution on this thread. Ok, when my family was fed with the doctor, they detained me with another doctor. They detained me again two years ago when I requested my family that I wanted to see the same doctor of my choice again( I have been detained every year for past six or seven years by different doctors), they detained me through a different doctor. So my family now stubbornly refuses to allow me to see a professional qualified American psychiatrist of my own choice and detains me every time I try to approach him.
Now back to my obvious abuse by two other psychiatrists. I was detained by this doctor who was running a mental health facility and was not a psychiatrist himself. At that time I did not use to walk very much and my blood pressure used to be somewhat high. Since other antipsychotics had failed to retard me, doctor suggested I take aripperizole injections. These injections affect the heart and also elevate blood pressure but doctor who wanted to retard me had no regard for my health while pretending to cure me. In initial days of my detention, staff at the hospital when checked my blood pressure told me high enough blood pressure in line with what I used to have but after I complained about aripperizole and its effect on blood pressure the staff started doctoring blood pressure and started telling me that my blood pressure was very good or even low. This is a post I wrote on another thread in this forum about it. How to safeguard my research - Page 32 - wilmott.com
Since I wrote about high blood pressure and mentioned high blood pressure before the hospital staff, they have started to doctor blood pressure. Now, everyday they tell me that my blood pressure is 120/80 or 110/70. While they always told me that my blood pressure was 130/90 or 140/100 prior to injections. I have never had so good blood pressure for years that they have started to tell me now. Friends would recall a previous post when I could not sleep at night and had to take a sleeping pill. When the dispenser came to me at night(The hospital has no MBBS who stays here at night in Ramadan. Dr. AS used to stay here on some nights earlier but has been totally absent in Ramadan). When the dispenser checked my blood pressure, he told me that it upper blood pressure is 110. I did not believe him at all. He asked me to check on my own and put the stethoscope head assembly in my ears. I could easily tell that upper blood pressure was more than 140 and lower was more than 100. The staff has already started to doctor blood pressure. My parents are going to Saudi Arabia for two weeks in a few days. Now Dr. AS has the plan to hold me in detention while my parents are abroad. I had a complete settlement with Dr. N and we(I and the doctor N) both agreed that I would be visiting him every fifteen days and all modalities were agreed. I do think as a patient it is my right to choose the psychiatrist and Dr. AS( who is incharge of facility Pav.) has no right to change the doctor after I have selected a psychiatrist and we both agree on terms of any treatment. Dr. AS has imposed another psychiatrist Dr. M who has not even seen me and has already started giving me injections and increased medicine without looking at my present condition. Dr. N had explicitly stated that I would be free to leave if it were his facility. Most major reason for detaining me now is that Dr.AS wants to continue to detain me while my parents are leaving for abroad for more than two weeks
Later after a few days, I was given a second aripperizole injection and released from detention. An injection was due every fifteen days. My parents were in Saudi Arabia and I was living with my sister. She insisted after fifteen days that I get a new aripperizole injection. I complained about too much side effects and other serious problems but my sister insisted that I must get the injection. She talked to another doctor and the doctor told her that if his blood pressure and pulse are fine, just give him the injection. I asked my sister that my blood pressure must be checked before I get the new injection. We went to a small hospital close to her house and when my blood pressure was checked my lower blood pressure was 110. The hospital staff recommended that I stay at the hospital in their care until my blood pressure decreases. It was a totally random blood perssure check. When hospital staff came to know that I had been given aripperizole injections, they told my sister to not give me those injections any more. My sister asked the staff to relieve me and we came home but I was not given aripperizole injections after that.
But this is interesting that the psychiatrist was initially desperate to prescribe aripperizole despite that I had told him about my heart and blood pressure problems and his staff was asked to doctor blood pressure so that I would accept the injections.
Good thing is that only after stopping aripperizole, I started my treatment with good psychiatrist doctor Naeem Aftab (who is an American national) and he gave me enough relief that I was able to get a break in my research and solve the problem of high order monte carlo simulations. I would always be thankful to Dr. Naeem Aftab for giving me relief at such a crucial point in my life.
Yet another experience for abuse was with a seasoned psychiatrist who is known for his connections with Pakistan army. When army dictator Pervaiz Musharraf ruled the country, he made this doctor the dean(president) of the university of health sciences which regulates most medical universities in Pakistan. He had treated me for three years in year 2001. He started my treatment without interviewing me and gave me electric shocks at the start to jumpstart the therapy. I was given electric shocks for fifteen days in early 2001. I still recall that doctor would place a wooden wedge between my teeth and then give me an injection and I still recall how numbness would move in my body from feet to the upper body after the injection.
When going to that doctor's psychiatrist facility in 2001 I had to travel from Kot Addu to Rawalpindi. My family had given me some drug in my food and I became unconscious after an hour or so. I still recall how I was begging my younger brother to help me that I do not want to go anywhere and if he could help me but he like everybody else in the family refused. Slowly drug in food showed its effect and I have absolutely no memory of being taken in my father's car despite that it would have taken him at least eight hours to take me to Rawalpindi. Psychiatrist did not interview me and detained me and started giving me electric shocks. I still recall how I defecated in my bed there and they had to wash it.
Anyway, I was taken to this psychiatrist in 2017 again. He was very clearly told that I had been given antipsychotic drug larjactil by another doctor and it backfired and I had extremely severe drug-induced jaundice. But the doctor was so haughty and cavalier and so desperate to retard me that he still insisted that I must get the same drug larjactil and said that it was not necessary that it would cause jaundice every time. Problem for the doctor was that most antipsychotics had failed to retard me and he wanted to give me some potent antipsychotic that had not been well-tried on me. Though the drug was given to me earlier and later discontinued, the doctor wanted to take his chances to retard me and he had no regard for my health. This doctor is a big crony of Pakistan army and really wanted to please the generals and therefore he decided to give me larjactil again. And as would already be obvious to most friends, after two weeks, I started to show all signs of drug-induced jaundice again and my body and eyes were all yellow. My Biluribin shot like anything. And it took more than two months to control jaundice after that. Though my biluribin came back to normal after two months, several less known enzymes in my liver remained disturbed for several years after that and continued to show as abnormal in my liver function test reports.