March 6th, 2025, 11:28 am
I have just made the decision to end my mission as a high school mathematics teacher, a month and a half after starting it following a hasty recruitment process.
When I accepted this position, it was with enthusiasm, commitment and a certain amount of idealism, as I have expressed on this network. I arrived without any preconceptions, driven by the desire to pass on knowledge that I consider essential and to contribute, at my level, to the education of the younger generations. Aware of the challenges of teaching today, I had not anticipated the reality I would face once I was in office.
I felt helpless in the face of the students' attention deficit. A significant proportion of teenagers struggle to concentrate for more than a few minutes, to make a long-term effort, and to let themselves be caught up in the slightest distraction. In this atmosphere of constant dispersion, capturing their interest and maintaining a constructive class dynamic becomes a trying and sometimes impossible daily exercise.
I also discovered that a large part of my students had not acquired the basics necessary to understand high school lessons. Fundamental prerequisites are missing. How can we construct mathematical reasoning when the foundations themselves – such as fractions – are not mastered? This shortcoming considerably slows down the progress of the students and creates a feeling of powerlessness, both for them and for the teacher.
I realized that math in high school is approached in a utilitarian way. Rather than trying to understand, we are content to learn "recipes" dictated by the program, with the sole objective of reproducing them identically on the day of the evaluation, and getting a good grade. This approach empties learning of its substance and hinders the acquisition of a true mathematical culture. A real loss of meaning...
With these observations, I very quickly felt that I did not have the keys to solve the equation I had been entrusted with and that I probably would not find them.
I had a hard time with it.
So I made the decision to leave my post without further delay. Not because of a lack of willpower, but because I don't recognize myself in this educational system whose evolution I had not measured before discovering it from the inside.
This is the first time in my life that I feel from the beginning of the mission that I will probably not be able to complete it. My departure is therefore an acknowledgement of failure – mine. The students have little to do with it: they are as we have educated them. As for my fellow professors, they carry out their mission with passion and professionalism, and try to keep the faith in spite of everything: I admire them.
I understood that it is our entire society, and not just the National Education "machine", that must rethink the education of children in general, and education in particular.