Re: Breakthrough in the theory of stochastic differential equations and their simulation
Posted: November 17th, 2025, 3:43 pm
Friends, when I have not been able to do my work properly due to mind control agents' altering my programs for past few days. Mind control agent tells me that several people keep on talking several things about me like that I have decided to not share my research with anyone. And many similar things that I do not like to share everything with people and other stuff like that.
I want to tell friends that I have been posting my good programs since 2016 on this thread. Many times I talk about some program and do not post it and that might be because that program might not be significant or might have a flaw so I do not share it. I have absolutely no qualms about sharing my programs and I want to request even those people who do not like me to take my programs and use them in their research in some helpful way and I would absolutely like if they find my programs helpful.
Anything like that I do not want to share my programs anymore is just not true. I want to continue my mathematics research all through my life and would like to continue to share many more interesting things with friends.
Now I want to come to their altering my programs. In fact, they had started to do it several days or more than a week before I started complaining about it. For example when I tried to find a nearest gamma density to 1D moments, I had enough success in my work but when I would check my results the next day, there would be just lukewarm success in my programs. This continued for a week and I was getting very worried that my research is not working properly and I still never thought that they were altering my programs. It was only when I realized that several programs went extremely well and I was very excited but the next day they would not work at all. Mind control agents had made this working model that I would do my research properly for a day until there was enough success but the next day they would alter it and I would be bogged down. I did not know for several days but some programs worked so well that they left strong impression on me and when they did not work the next day, I would become very worried that something was wrong. And then I realized this pattern of their altering my programs overnight.
Now mind control agent had been suggesting that I restart my research since they wanted to convince people that I am making up all of this thing about altering the programs since I no longer want to share my research with friends. I resisted and asked them to not alter the older programs and let me run them properly but they would not agree to it.
I want to tell friends that I absolutely love sharing my programs with friends because when all doors were closed on me, I was still able to find an expression for myself in a good way with my research and sharing it with friends. I would like to have some meanings and purpose of myself in a good way that contributes to society.
But living without my work and without programming and I have started to have pangs of depression over past few days when I stopped my programming work and it is very difficult therefore I have decided to restart my work and hope that they do not alter my new functions. This is despite that they have not allowed me to run many old functions properly.
I want to tell friends that I have been posting my good programs since 2016 on this thread. Many times I talk about some program and do not post it and that might be because that program might not be significant or might have a flaw so I do not share it. I have absolutely no qualms about sharing my programs and I want to request even those people who do not like me to take my programs and use them in their research in some helpful way and I would absolutely like if they find my programs helpful.
Anything like that I do not want to share my programs anymore is just not true. I want to continue my mathematics research all through my life and would like to continue to share many more interesting things with friends.
Now I want to come to their altering my programs. In fact, they had started to do it several days or more than a week before I started complaining about it. For example when I tried to find a nearest gamma density to 1D moments, I had enough success in my work but when I would check my results the next day, there would be just lukewarm success in my programs. This continued for a week and I was getting very worried that my research is not working properly and I still never thought that they were altering my programs. It was only when I realized that several programs went extremely well and I was very excited but the next day they would not work at all. Mind control agents had made this working model that I would do my research properly for a day until there was enough success but the next day they would alter it and I would be bogged down. I did not know for several days but some programs worked so well that they left strong impression on me and when they did not work the next day, I would become very worried that something was wrong. And then I realized this pattern of their altering my programs overnight.
Now mind control agent had been suggesting that I restart my research since they wanted to convince people that I am making up all of this thing about altering the programs since I no longer want to share my research with friends. I resisted and asked them to not alter the older programs and let me run them properly but they would not agree to it.
I want to tell friends that I absolutely love sharing my programs with friends because when all doors were closed on me, I was still able to find an expression for myself in a good way with my research and sharing it with friends. I would like to have some meanings and purpose of myself in a good way that contributes to society.
But living without my work and without programming and I have started to have pangs of depression over past few days when I stopped my programming work and it is very difficult therefore I have decided to restart my work and hope that they do not alter my new functions. This is despite that they have not allowed me to run many old functions properly.